"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Whenever I think about those angelic eyes, Slowly batting above your cheeks risen by Cupid's Arrow, In hopes that it carried my name, My heart paints a picture where I covet your smile like a delicate Tulip with my palms, after being washed by her love... As we connect our two lips together, Until we... Continue Reading →
At this pointThe branches from every tree I smoke,Mirror my wall of glass broken in bits.Like the glass house I live in.At the age I'm at while I lay back and seep into a vision,Of how I picture my life will be like in the future.Every puff feels harder,As my bad thoughts become looser.Only question... Continue Reading →
Some mornings, All you want to do is kick back, Lock and load a gun to shoot a bullet packed, With a name you've been begging to erase. But, I'm the kind of guy that'll leave you bleeding on the ground, And apologize for any pain I may have put you through... Don't even know... Continue Reading →
It's one of those mornings where I kind of have to apologize for not having so many words. At this moment? I just really feel hurt. And, All I can ask myself is, Does any human in this world love me. For me? And nothing else...
Eyesight is everything in hindsight. My life is clearer when my mind's right. Because, When things go left as I lose direction, I get bested by the devil himself when I deny my, Gift to write a passage full of light within my heart once full of darkness...
Emotions. What are they good for if they're partly known to destroy us? If one 'feels' too deeply into their own black hole... Who knows. But, I love when I'm happy. I smile when joy takes over my mind. I laugh anytime Life leads me to trip on a rock or two, Even if I... Continue Reading →
Ever wanted to leave a note, Just in case? A simple note just saying, "Hey, I'm sorry for doing what I did. I didn't mean to keep drinking those drinks, Even though I knew I probably wouldn't wake up again..." I know, So grim. But, You never know which bottle that'll put you to sleep... Continue Reading →
Even though you're aware of those feelings, You still feel them and it's never pleasurable. It just means, You're more in control through moments of despair. In control of reactions that make the Human flesh weak. No matter how, Out of control, Your situation is... At the end of it all. All I want to... Continue Reading →
Have you ever had a pain, In your head, That doesn't go away? For days. Weeks. Months at a time while becoming crazed, Internally? What is truly hurting me? The question driving me insane, Into fits of rage. Clothed by my anger and the memories I hate... Can't remember when I didn't have them. Havent... Continue Reading →
Eerie it feels when you reach out and don't get an answer. Afterwards, you turn kind of zombie like and just stare at the next wall that you see. Darkness embodies your mind as you no longer can reach for that phone for anyone who decides to call back. Then, thoughts and decisions come to... Continue Reading →
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