Beginnings we desire are always the hardest. Way more difficult they are than the ending our gut desires us to write and the Beginning it knows we have to write. But, the, heart? Nope. If anything it'll convince you to run away from your current circumstances and drown within murky waters of passivity. After all,... Continue Reading →
The Kinda Pain That Stickz
Biggest mistake you can ever make is keeping yourself shrouded by others who mar your existence with stigmas they internally placed on themselves.And,I’ve kept myself within that circle of misery for too long as a Bronx boy so used to poverty of all kinds.Whether it’s bucket-loads of mental trauma or an stomach empty of golden... Continue Reading →
Disappearing
With so many tears running down your cheeks first thing in the morning,Maybe,That's God's way of letting you know you are now healing,Even if you have no clue how.Because,For some reason,I still find a way to smile...
I Mean, Who Knows?
Escaping from the city is a thought soothing to a heart longing for silence.It's been a while since my inner child began shouting and crying,And,All I really want is for him to feel happy for at least a night inside of our conscious... I just,Don't know where to go!Feel so lost wandering around without a... Continue Reading →
Moment Of Silence
When your happiest memories involve someone who resents you, You can hear your heart rip as loud as a pin dropping in silence, While driving off in the sunset crying, But, Smiling...
Cycle Of Tearz
Movement is eternal and nowadays, My feet itch. Why use the nails on my finger tips to scratch what'll leave when, I get up and strut my legs across a grass field full of seeds and, Sunshine allowing me to water them with my blood, Sweat and tears? This? Never stops. My Mind. The Pain.... Continue Reading →
Virtual Tearz
I think about the time I had sent you that video. Where I cried while showing you the gift I made with my bare hands, For you, As each droplet fell. Making ripple effects within your own pool of Annoyance... And all I thought was, You made me feel like I was everything to you,... Continue Reading →
Crying Soldierz
"Surround yourself with happy people," Is what they all say, Nowadays. But, What am I to do when I see another soul in pain? Eyes wide open, Yet their innerchild's asleep through the rain. How can you say that's your friend, If you've willingly allowed them to drown away? I couldn't live with that, The... Continue Reading →