"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Attempted to die today,But,Failed miserably.And,It's not because people have been sick of me.It's not because my family hates me,I hate them equally.It's because,I'm tired of reaching up to God while crying for his presence hysterically.Just…Another day where I feel like the Lord wants nothing to do with my life,While I sit back,Break my sobriety with... Continue Reading →
We were created without ever knowing how.A feat we will never reach no matter how deep we dig into rabbit holes overflown with doubt.Rabbit holes leading us toward truths about,Our spirit,Its entire meaning of existence,And every reason why it should be given all of the attention it may need.Eventually.Attention others fear to gift themselves in... Continue Reading →
"An ascension is what we all search for.An excursion as common as the birth of life.Coming out as one with a choice to decide.Between a divide,Or,The chance to unite with what you've been connected to,Even if severance is inevitable…"
Only place I'd ever want to be in.From the second I wake up after surfing through the deep end!Of a dream I see within,My pupils when I close them with good reason,Till God chooses to begin writing up an epilogue of a life I,Was purposefully given,No matter how many times Mother claimed I was a... Continue Reading →
Rising from the inner depths of His Dream World, Once again, A pigeon, All white with eyes as black as night! Pierced through His wounded soul with a riveting gaze making Him feel, Alive, As it landed subtly on the outside of His window sill... But, Why? Is all He could ask that Pigeon, All... Continue Reading →
What am I doing? Is the question that I keep moving through a mind I can only sooth with a drink on most nights. But... Before I'm too far gone, I March on, With this talent I was given at Birth. A Death I was blessed to go through so that I can surf, On... Continue Reading →
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