"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Certain days, I am off it. The faucet I keep running while I'm sauced in, My room, All alone, With prompt and, A pen and a journal where I flaunt this, Talent I've been handed to a pair of palms that, Used to want to die, But, Now wants to live while I floss raps.... Continue Reading →
Love that I denied, Came back to bite. And, I have died, Deep inside. To be reborn and laugh till I'm, Happy like I've never been before... Tears dripping insidiously, Knowing I needed every embrace she offered while drowning away! And, It's killing me... So, I'm reeling each, Demon I'm feeding with drugs for good... Continue Reading →
So dizzy... So nauseous... Feelings I rebuke when I wake from my slumber. A slumber exhaustively difficult for an insomniac mind like mine to be seduced into, By Peace... Still, I strut my wings and fly forward. At least, In my imagination after my third blunt gets fired up. With a 4loco for the craziness... Continue Reading →
What am I doing? Will I die? When I put in view, A suicide, I have thought through, So many times... Waking up to go out and buy, A 40oz, Some Mary Jane for a quick high, It's all I want... It's all I want... It's all I want... A motion on, Repeat, Till I... Continue Reading →
Determined for a new beginning, With old habits I had lost long ago. Those things I used to do in place of the clouds of smoke, I've inhaled underneath our clear skies... Like, Waking up and taking that morning walk through Fort Tryon Park, Uptown, Manhattan. Or, Opening my journal first thing, Fighting away my... Continue Reading →
Living for the present, Not a future, Where I don't exist, In the lives of my beloved... Don't want to be anywhere I'm not wanted. Spent too many nights under this roof crying over my faucet. Asking God why he didn't swing by every time I had lost It, As a prophet who was prompted... Continue Reading →
Out of every sin, Lust grabs my a5ttention most. I bathe in her legs... Deeply do I stroke, Her insides gently, but hard. Toes curl back & forth... My virgin palms, tainted. Tainted by your virgin skin... It was meant to be... I drown in your lips, Wet with sensual intentions, As I quench thirst...... Continue Reading →
It's hard to stay bullet proof, Mentally, When ailments and bills pile, As you watch your loved ones, Hungry, Right next to you. Thoughts rise, Am I a man? I ask myself... Because, Generally, We're measured by the glow on our wrist watches and the inches on our crotches. Or, All the Jordan's stockpiling in... Continue Reading →
"Come on baby, Let me in!" "Come on baby, Let me in!..." Is all she says to me while I'm shouting, "Let me live!" "Let me live!" So exhausted! From repeating myself... Yet, She still gets the invite into a Hell, We manifest together when we burn... Wrapped up together. What else do I need... Continue Reading →
Hey Universe! May the Sun shine its brightest your way! I wanted to let everyone know that if there is a topic or prompt that you'd like me to write about, please feel free to drop a comment below and let me know, as I'm definitely a soul who loves to converse and see what's... Continue Reading →
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