Trapped within 4 walls closing in on my sanity.Delusions of grandeur take over my mind the closer they get.Strong enough to push them away!I thought to myself…But,Scrunched I was.By the blindness I force myself to experience when hugging the likes of Mary Jane with my yellowed fingertips.Lonely,As I fall through the middle of a cloud... Continue Reading →
Dr. Morgan Can’t Disinfect Bullshit
Complexities of life aren’t intimidating.I’ve only felt inundated by the lies of a scorn going through her phases.Why?It’s what happens when you love another person more than yourself in a world full of fakes with,Intentions revealed when they’re exhausted by their own front,Backed by the cries of their own “buds”,Previously mine,As well,Until I decided to... Continue Reading →
I Forgive Me (Prose)
Tricked! I was. At least, It’s how I feel internally. Tricked to believe that I was loved unconditionally by the one who promised to never run away, regardless of our circumstance. So many dark truths coming to light only to find that, I was the “monster” lurking through her shadows of happiness… “I would’ve stayed... Continue Reading →
Pockets Full Of Nickels
Freedom! Is all I’ve desired during this period of hysteria. After all, who isn’t tired of an epoch riddled by ignorance and deceit while snakes dressed in a suit & tie poison the masses with fear? After such vexatious warnings of a “dark” winter ahead of those who refuse to litter their bloodstreams with heinous... Continue Reading →
Knees Drowning In Blood
What is life anymore? Is it a course of torment for the souls who mourn rest for most of their weary days? Or, Is there something at the end of a tunnel virtually endless as I crawl on bleeding knees while laughed at for, Cringing in pain... Too hard to tell nowadays...
Which One Will I Wear Today?
Lately, It's been hard to write anything. Overthinking till my mind overflows with a sea of memories I drown into, Fatally. Because, A piece of me dies each time I dip my feet inside of it. A sea colder than the heart of a mother who gave up on her son too early despite of... Continue Reading →
Grew Tired Of Your Memory
Satiated by her absence now that I'm past it.Making faces with my cheeks pointing upwards toward sunlight beaming across our beautiful planet.Not much to say as I indulge on the magic of love,Forcing undesired thoughts to vanish in the snap of a,Finger creating music with each stroke of my pen.Every swipe erasing that feeling of... Continue Reading →
The Right Glue
Old.Brittle.Yet,Young,Full of life without much direction.Crackles in every step,But,A drive rolling along as smooth as each drip from my olen wounds.Those tears falling from a broken heart I keep trying to mend,But,Just can't seem to find the right glue…
Happy New Year!
Happy New Year! Zero calls, Nor a single message seen. Riddled by pain as old as, Me... Yet, Regardless of the same ole' turn out, Another night where I'm reminded of my lack of family and friends in such an absurd house, Full of demons sipping tea with everyone so, So burnt out of love...... Continue Reading →
Jolly Jinglez
Cheering myself up is a habit I haven’t practiced until now.Just,Sitting down,Taking in the deepest breath and being obsessed with what truly makes me happy.Whether it’s poetry begging to be spewed out from the inner depths of my gleaming soul,Or,Watching Dragon Ball Z even if I am “adult-years old”,Guilt seemed to have always shoot up... Continue Reading →