"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Guitars I don't strum,But,I pull on heart strings,Making anybody sing to the beat of their own drums.A musician I'm not,But,Making someone smile is instrumental to my life while I find a reason to live without much,To my name.After all,I' an artist full of pain,Painting a picture for anyone looking for more than a moment to... Continue Reading →
Criticism's hard to receive,When you already have a clear vision of how you see,Yourself on a stage full of imposters.Imposters seeking medicine of all kinds to doctor the character they've chosen to be!But,I just ignore it while I foster what works for me.Being myself despite of the cost hurting no one,Besides those full of jealousy,I'll... Continue Reading →
To be,Or not to be?Is never the question now that I am.I've accepted how God molded me into the writer I was hesitant to be.No matter how nervous I was at the Monday mic,I pulled through.Tuesday was a hit and miss,But,Two mics on a Wednesday gave me the spark to tear each house down.Thursday's set... Continue Reading →
Maybe,I don't know myself enough,After all.Everytime I get a bit of free time,I find myself plastered on to a wall!Trying to decide what to do,Where to go,And,Why?Without a reason ever coming to my mind…But,Here I am!Walking down the Lower East Side,Until I'm flattened by upsetting thoughts I couldn't iron out with my,Self.My inner-child hanging on... Continue Reading →
Silence.What I once thought wasn't necessary,Became part of my solution for a transformation I had undergone.Yet,My inner voice has been shouting loud enough to muffle out and blurry visions of a brighter future in my mind.Nights like these,Where all you here are raindrops drip at ease,Makes me tell myself to shut up so that I... Continue Reading →
Takes you a while to understand how everything is our fault.How God gave us free will to simply do our part.Yet,We choose war,Bloodshed,To torment another's state of mind and far!Do we take it.Blaming God for our mishaps on Earth after being told how to behave in,A world ruled by a dark force who's goal is... Continue Reading →
"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity..." Proverbs 17:17 I guess I didn't have any in the first place.After all of my transgressions,I've transitioned into a life of loneliness now that I've healed my past aggression.And,I'm glad I'm alone and peaceful,Instead of sharing my new found energy with those... Continue Reading →
Motivation is unnecessary when you're busy being yourself.When you're busy doing what you love without the need for anyone's help.When you're busy looking for a way to do so,Without seeking approval from anyone inside of this burning Hell we're all trapped in… Paradise in the flesh is achieved in our mind when we feed our... Continue Reading →
On most nights,I don't believe I will ever be loved,Again.Difficult it is to think as I live my life through a journal and a pen.It's a hard-knock life I don't regret.After all,It's the only thing I know how to do while I flow from a chest,Inflated by hope while exhaling my sins… I'm not perfect.Like... Continue Reading →
Going all in.What does that mean,Exactly?Does it mean giving everything up,Including a full plate of satisfaction?Staying hungry,Yet,Satiated by the joy of your passion?I only ask because,I'm not happy knowing I've been hired for a new job,I already desire to quit before starting my first day for what I truly want… A stage where I can... Continue Reading →
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