"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Fiddles can be heard in the background the closer I get to what paradise is,For an inner child trying to find what made him smile before my flesh lost its innocence,Voluntarily.As I help him search through everglades fed tears dirtied by my refusal to let go of my past,Part of me can't help,But,To dance to... Continue Reading →
A man with an uncertified baptism.Still battling against demons with a set of rap lyrics.Forcing God's hand,Is not an option for a man given,Many chances the minute he wakes up with a hand dipping,Into muddy waters… But,I'm not bothered one bit.I'm a forced to be wreckoned with when I solder my spit,Along faith inside of... Continue Reading →
Spiritual warfare…What grandeur lies ahead as blood splatters on a battlefield where souls die,Knowing rest is not eternal?As we slip into a dream state,We wake,Whether or not our mind takes notice of the netherworld where soil is fertile,For human hearts rotting away!In its core.Or,Paradise we're bound for when following the word of the only King... Continue Reading →
A chrysalis frozen in place for the rest of eternity.A cocoon desperate to hatch a handful of regrets rather than spirited paternity.A lifeless vessel adorning vanity more than selflessness opening the door to paradise.We're hurting deeply,Aren't we?Too despise the thought raising children made me,Cry internally.Tears as salty as an ocean too dangerous to drink from... Continue Reading →
I'm not a cow,Not once have I moo'd.Yet,You continue to label me what I am not,And,Wonder why I'm never in the mood.But,It's what you've named me,What other choice do I have,Other than to answer to it?You give me milk balls,Either way,So,I can't be mad at you!This,Game we play?Well,It was fun at first until I ran... Continue Reading →
Not everyone is going to like you,But,That's okay.Be yourself anyway.When you love what you do,It won't resonate with others who have nothing to lose. As grim as it may be,We will die and there won't be a chance to rewind.Everything will be set in stone without a chance go break through what lied,Underneath a heart... Continue Reading →
Each bag under my eyes are as heavy as the baggage I've placed on my shoulders without permission.Feels like,Perdition.Being buried under emotions I have lost control over.I,Can't seem to read an older poem without tears dripping,Drowning my smile away as I keep swimming,Towards shore I'm not quite sure I desire to be on anymore.But,What else... Continue Reading →
Exhausted. Tired. fatigued. Depleted. Empty. However you want to put it, there aren't any words out there to describe how bone-weary you'll get by endlessly dwelling on mistakes you can't rewind and undo. Once it's done, whatever it is, it's final. What's done is forever stamped into history books only your inner child can read... Continue Reading →
Smoke consumes his entire image.Nothing to see,But,What others place on a canvas I'm flicking,Paint behind what they believe to be the back of a life going backwards by the minute!No sweat… When it all fades as I turn around,The truth will be endowed and expose every lie left behind a pen,I kept busy swaying back... Continue Reading →
Lately,It seems as if I can only write about the raging despair I feel coursing all throughout my entire body at maximum speeds I never thought were possible.After all,It's apparent how I've been a prodigal son in the eyes of guardians who defend my fall from grace as I climb my way back up to... Continue Reading →
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