"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Not really angry,Honestly.Just,Ill and exhausted from,Trying to control what I can't control... Like,What Humans do to themselves!Only to point fingers and ignite their own hellish realities into existence while,Bystanders get burned.By each spark searing holes through the surface of their,Rotting hearts... Because,Isn't it so annoying?How we've lived for so long risking death with every step... Continue Reading →
Alluring are those eyes resting beneath each curl of hair.More like,Coils wrapping my mind around the thought of moving them aside to,Kiss those lips if you dare.Poetry,Is the way you flow with me inside of a world I conjure when I'm blowing trees,Convincing you to go with me,Into a world where I'm sewing these wounds... Continue Reading →
Laying it all out on a page is rough when draft beers aren’t handy anymore.Trying to breathe and be a better person,But,There is barely any oxygen where I lay my head at night,While pondering my true feelings buried underneath the surface,Of my ailing heart.How,I’ve been crying while this world points and laughs at my pain... Continue Reading →
Biggest mistake you can ever make is keeping yourself shrouded by others who mar your existence with stigmas they internally placed on themselves.And,I’ve kept myself within that circle of misery for too long as a Bronx boy so used to poverty of all kinds.Whether it’s bucket-loads of mental trauma or an stomach empty of golden... Continue Reading →
Crackles are heard before a yawn first thing in the morning.Yet,What’s risen is a grin in place of grimacing in pain.How?Who knowsJust,A bucket load of faith and beliefs in God not a single demon can shake.Because,What else is He to do after His death wish was answered?That death wish placed upon a character He was... Continue Reading →
Just, trying to be fine with some avocado and toast. A simple dish to start off a morning already rocky for a guy looking for his place in the world. Problem is, has been intruding for way too often, unannounced and forces itself on you. How do you put it to rest and feel the... Continue Reading →
I don't know where to start,So,I'll just be honest.A part of me wants to die!But,God won't let me go through the process.And,I'm not speaking of rebirth,Any kind of change of that sort.I'm talking about a grave,Grim reapers,And,Thy lord... Why?I'm exhausted.Feels like I am too tired to recap my losses.An offset of colors drown me while... Continue Reading →
Lost in the confines of confusion.Only question I can think of,Am I human?Remote,Yet,Internally out of control for as long as I can remember.Emotions flickering sporadically above an ember lit by the flames of my temper.And,All it did was grow.Grow until my flesh felt its burning touch,Enough for me to pop and set free an influx... Continue Reading →
Cocaine dreams.138th and cypress Ave.Where I learned my numbers,Colors and alphabets.MS-13s,BloodsCrips,Blues,Red… A bull,I was turned into.By minority tendencies.It's all I saw growing up,Only had I to fend for me…In the streets…Of NYC… Can't be taken out,Deceased,Ceased by the gun,Played by the one,Hollow tip out to pierce an empty soul.How ironic would that be? But,I just... Continue Reading →
Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining,Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light one.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to surviveWith demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ… But,I let bygones... Continue Reading →
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