"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Snowfall.A canopy for the ugliness I don't want to see.An awning for the tragedies in store as rain pours,And,Pours.From each corner of my eyes with a shovel in hand as I course,Through a path slippery before,Each pound of ice is ever crystalized,By,Such a wintry world.A world where souls are solidified by windchills below zero when,Exhaled... Continue Reading →
Staring into the sun going blind,By the beauty it shines,Sounds more appealing,Staring into a cave of bewilderment without an ending in sight.But,Who am I to claim what's better for anyone?I'm still having trouble looking up at a sky without dreading what's,All in my head.Failure my thoughts conjure up,While I lay inert on my bed,Praying for... Continue Reading →
An Asylum of artists is,Where my soul belongs.Normal?I am not.More so abnormal with how I belch from a belly growling for a song,I and others can say to.Grateful,I am,To exist as an outcast while on an edge as fatal as,Every slip into an abyss we can't climb back from… It's a blessing,Really,More than a curse... Continue Reading →
Suffused with tints of red gone maroon overnight.Luminous beneath moonshine,Enough to blind our eyes.Human souls morphing into their true lupine form,Howling into a sky darkened by mischievous desires worn,With a chip on their shoulders for,A mere display.What they eat?Is human flesh as their compassion decays.Their lips drip with lifeforce syphoned as,A grandstand for others to... Continue Reading →
Trip and fall,Trip and fall,Trip and fall!I've done more times than I can count.But,Air still flows through my flaring nostrils forcing my chest to rise,With a hope impenetrable by,Sticking to a plan made for me by a God who's shown me more love,Than,Any friend ever would while dripping blood,From wounds they've cut open.When push comes... Continue Reading →
Wind,As Icy as Her heart,Burns through each vein as I inhale,Exhale.Her departure was like,Being excommunicated by the Only One I've had faith in,With exoneration as far as a horizon I glare towards,Keeping distance with every step taken forward… Moments like these,I ask myself,Why not die and wipe the slate clean?Reborn with a touch not knowing... Continue Reading →
An addiction?I wouldn't call that if I were you.I just,Can't live without a moment where I'm going through,So many thoughts about my life I spill on to a stage full of others who,Feel the same way as I do!Broken.Trying to glue back every piece before they're put inside a coffin open,For everybody's view… I'd rather... Continue Reading →
At the end of it all,What I desire is to be a good husband.An amazing father to children who run into my arms,With a smile,Knowing they'll never be unharmed.To look back at my own scars,And,Laugh a little at mishaps no lknger weighing me back down.Because,Who cares for the money and clout,When it wouldn't fill a... Continue Reading →
A break.For a voice broken by the pain.Pain I feel from the second I wake,In a dream-like state of mind I find myself lost in,Often… Offset colors blind my eyes when attempting to look past it,But,Every hue paints over what isn't tragic,With memories intending to black-out my vision for a brighter future… Red…Opaque on a... Continue Reading →
Sterile.Love seems to be.But,Believe it?I don't.More so refuse to regardless of how much one gloats,Over my continued stand-off against doubt I pummel by,Never giving up.So what?Let them be jealous as the sun sets and,Rises by the time they decide to jump a fence,Now too high for them to climb!Restless as I find strength in,A challenge... Continue Reading →
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