Forgive Me

Sorry for neglecting you. So, So sorry for lacking attention towards the affection you try to show me. Ungrateful I've been of the beauty you bestow upon a life I've made exhaustively dark. By just, Leaving every journal closed instead of opening them and, Absorbing every glittering stream of heartwarming light you've shone on a... Continue Reading →

How ‘Bout Some Honesty, Shall We? 1

Recently,Haven’t really been able to write.Been more focused on this feeling inside of my chest so,Daunting.Yet,I rise every morning with a mission in my mind to,Live,Even if,I would rather wither away in a grave of some sort.After all,My world tells me to die often.Besides a Mom who’d rather see me in a coffin,As I’ve been... Continue Reading →

A Breeze? You Wish!

How do I break the algorithm? Weed so deep in my mind this instant, Most likely I'll permit it, While these memories convince me to quit it... Memories flashing in front of my eyes, Denying my two cents at the cost of my life! The price... Of sitting and swigging a bottle, Splitting a cigar... Continue Reading →

They’re Not Worth It

If someone once close to you finds not an ounce of worth in your existence,Please.See that their absence is worth it all.To live,Smile and,|Chuckle.At what serves your heart more,By,Walking away from what doesn't want you...

Study Time

Haven’t studied for a single exam.Even if I probably should,Life keeps testing me and,I rather pass those obstacles first.An A sounds great!But,I rather work on waking up without a death wish,While I pounce through the day with a smile on my face…Because,I am all I have.Not a single phone call from a friend within the... Continue Reading →

Brief Intermissions

This very moment,I prefer to die. And,I don’t know why. Just,So much Anger overflowing the bottle I’ve kept shut inside I,Can’t seem to notice the brighter side.So,I smoke.Until the smoke becomes a canvas I can paint my dreams on.Even if it all disappears,Eventually.Inevitably… *Side Note* Hopefully everyone reading this right now is feeling good, doing... Continue Reading →

Abandoned Skeletonz

Numb,Out of touch with my inner self…Crushed,Over love lost in my wishing well… Well,I wish I was above waters,'Cause I'm drowning in my tears,Alone,While I fear,That I'll relapse and lower gears,On a road that took so long to get to… I'm here,Slashed in this battle verse words.Penned to rise from the curb.But,I'm trapped underneath doubt.What... Continue Reading →

Jane Isn’t So Special After All

Jane often disappears after our brief interactions.And,Anytime we do,It always hits the fan while,Blowing up in smoke… What seems like a break from absorbing her hits,Is more like an instance of burning a bridge.The more that I’m given what numbs my soul,The more I’m distant from flames that wither when you,Let go… I see poison... Continue Reading →

Fear Of Heightz

Fear.A feeling most abhor for as long as they live,Yet,Success is never gained without it.But,What I am afraid of,Is not a man nor women who has made up,A character,More like the pariah we avoid to save the,Bits and pieces left of our sanity!With God’s wrath looming over our sins,I’m scared of what will be taken... Continue Reading →

The Date’s Still On!

What's it mean when you sit down and,Can't utter a single word out nor,Express how you feel any moment you try to let go?Of everything.Everything that's been weighing your mind down into the kind of darkness you promise to never fall back into… Tell me,What does it?Because,A heart can't keep beating to the echoes of... Continue Reading →

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