"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Sussurations of an abandoned forest envelop my eardrums.Sweat drips down my arms as sly as a fox stalking its prey.My mind is engorged by hysteria with every bite I take.Am I just a walking carcass the more I stick a fork inside of my body,Just to mask my pain?On most days,I feel dead anyway.Until I... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,All I can do is sit down and stare into space with a face more blank than a canvas painters are afraid to touch.Feel pinned against a wall with a dagger as big as my list of mistakes throughout the last three years of my pathetic existence.Seemingly possessed by a vengeful spirit too exhausted to... Continue Reading →
I guess I've been so disappointed in myself that,I could barely face my pen and pad,With intent to heal myself from a past I've,Chosen to rewind in my mind,Until I was shown a price I was forced to pay.My voice,Along side a silent mind was the cost,So,I had to pick a different choice.Between destroying every... Continue Reading →
How do I break the algorithm? Weed so deep in my mind this instant, Most likely I'll permit it, While these memories convince me to quit it... Memories flashing in front of my eyes, Denying my two cents at the cost of my life! The price... Of sitting and swigging a bottle, Splitting a cigar... Continue Reading →
Depression is,Waking up at 5 in the morning while staring at your cell phone screen just.Confused.Depression is,Having a moment of laughter,Immediately stopping after taking notice because you feel like you,Don't deserve it.Depression is,Feeling like you're drowning above sea level while inhaling your breath deeper than the love you have for your current self.Depression is just,Virtually... Continue Reading →
It's just me. This stage. Not a single mic stand. A loud voice widening your ears for a minute, Or every second left one might have. Only 24 hours in a day, You and I don't have that many! But, With all that's in my mind? Man, I imagine I'd need more to be wise... Continue Reading →
Being peaceful is something I’m not used to.After a few days of silence,That bottle in my chest becomes vibrant,With all I’ve been pouring into it,Glowing as it pops into pieces without a choice to fight it…Because,I ask myself.Why not let it explode?And,Bask in gleaming light coming from the hot embers of a burning soul,Forming into... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,You just miss the time when,You were loved by those you love.But,Does it even matter when you could die this very moment,As,No one will notice?How can anyone observe what they deem unworthy of existence on a plane where,All you do is get high,Clouded by memories keeping you under hypnosis...
Alive,Yet,Dead.For good reason... How,Why?Well,What else is there for a lonely man yearning to be a better man inside... A reconnection with a spirit forsook by my inner child,Is what I desire!So,I'm not really here.What you read?Is another stitch to an open wound riveting in pain most find,Dear...
Sometimes, All you can do is talk into a page. To feel some sort of life surge through your numb chest. Because, Being alone for so long can scar your Mind. Tricking yourself to despise the human touch, For reasons distracting you from every wrong you must confront. Until, You get home after walking off... Continue Reading →
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