Hi,Grandma!It's your grandson checking in.Lately,I haven't had many people I can speak to while I keep steady with,A palm shaking as I write poem,After poem,While my mind goes blank worrying for the readiness,I must prepare for when heading into a room full of people I don't want to see.Forgive me,But,That includes the family you've built.I... Continue Reading →
Chasing Shadows – Day 274, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
Sometimes I ask myself,"Am I still alive?"I haven't seen my shadow for a whilr,Ever since you said good-byr.Can't help,But,To think,"Did I waste my life?"Chasing who I thought was my other half.Ripped apart from my palm while I held a knife on the other hand.Not realizing it was I who split us down a middle I... Continue Reading →
I Just Can’t Tell – Day 175, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
My chest feels a variety of pain I don't quite know how to define on most days.On some it feels like a popped lung,On others it's pain from a slight cough,But,Today?I can't tell.I can't tell because,I haven't found much reason to want to stay on planet Earth.A home we've been forced to call home from... Continue Reading →
Snowpiercer – Day 130, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
My mind is like,A train looping into the tracks of a rollercoaster.Two destinations.Two places I don't desire to be in,But,Have no other choice besides living amongst crows soaring,Above my nightmares and dreams… Crows rustling behind bushes and weeds,In hoods robbing me of joy I grieve,Everyday,Passing by as fast as the hourhand on a clock I... Continue Reading →
Maybe I Don’t Love You Either – Day 6, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
"I don't love you!""I don't love you!!" She made sure to tell me twice.A fact I was aware of by the simple look in her hollowed eyes.But,Instead of being disappointed I,Just walked away and cried over my exhaustion.My exhaustion of putting up with abuse I could've certainly avoided by getting lost in,Empty pages rather than... Continue Reading →
Less Is More
An abundance of power found in my departure from a home I was never part of.Apart from having no one by my side,I've never really been alone the more I looked up as a means of catharsis.Been down for quite a while now,Bar none,But,I rose from the inner depths of a Hell only mutilated souls... Continue Reading →
Crematorium
Home feels like,An ash tray where we litter our bridges lit by the embers we ignite,Whether it's the sunshine or,Mary Jane wrapped in a sheet of anger you choose to let simmer and burn her… Left in the dust!Was I,Within a home I could never call my own,As my old soul grew aware of the... Continue Reading →
Letterz From A Monster, Pt. 2: A Simple Roar
Many stare at you with lapidary pupils when you’re able to provide more than a hug or kiss on the cheek. They adore you while fascinated by your every move. Sooner or later, you become an example of success in the crying eyes of a dream-chaser. But, what happens when you are muddied by a... Continue Reading →
Missing Person
Turn the phone off, clean up your space, wear your best smile, t-shirt and disappear! At least, it's what my brain's been telling me to do for the past few days. And, there is not a single reason I can find convincing me otherwise within a heart yearning to deliquesce into an ocean of Love... Continue Reading →
The Prelude
This time,His stomach growled like a Lion salivating in front of his wounded prey.His response?"Maybe,Someone would be kind enough to grant me a plate,Later on today..."Didn't have many ways to eat,Nor have a chance to reach REM sleep in such a long time.Hopping from a bench,To the next,Just asking for a penny,Quarter,Nickel or a dime.Residing... Continue Reading →
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