"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Staring into the sun going blind,By the beauty it shines,Sounds more appealing,Staring into a cave of bewilderment without an ending in sight.But,Who am I to claim what's better for anyone?I'm still having trouble looking up at a sky without dreading what's,All in my head.Failure my thoughts conjure up,While I lay inert on my bed,Praying for... Continue Reading →
An Asylum of artists is,Where my soul belongs.Normal?I am not.More so abnormal with how I belch from a belly growling for a song,I and others can say to.Grateful,I am,To exist as an outcast while on an edge as fatal as,Every slip into an abyss we can't climb back from… It's a blessing,Really,More than a curse... Continue Reading →
A break.For a voice broken by the pain.Pain I feel from the second I wake,In a dream-like state I find myself lost in,Often… Offset colors blind my eyes when attempting to look past it,But,Every hue paints over what isn't tragic,With memories intending to blackout my vision for a brighter future… Red…Opaque on a mile's worth... Continue Reading →
When I hold you in my arms,I want you to feel as secure as,Every note you play on a piano tuning out what makes you cry.I want to be the song you sing to brighten your day as soon as,You open your eyes.When I hold your hands,I want you to feel warmth you snuggle into... Continue Reading →
The Dragon's smile.So sly and confounding.Is it a grin?Or,Is it preparing itself for a blast of fire,Seeking to char the momentum of joy you refuse to slow down?Setting ablaze each festivity had celebrating life and,Every way you continue to grasp it.Is it contentment with its flaming eyes,Or,Pandemonium designed to melt away the glass home where... Continue Reading →
Freedom,Is what you gave me by leaving,Regardless of how wrong it was to hurt you.Your departure gave my life more meaning,More than the moment you said,"I love you…"As I was left to work through,My vices.All alone,Within a glass home shattering above me,By the vibrations of your silence… Here I am,Now sober at the end of... Continue Reading →
Her memory is blurried whenever I try to remember her glowing cheeks rising upward.Yet,I remember how detached she was from the Tornado of worry swooping everyone struck by storms of deceit,Plastered on every television screen… Such beauty my mind,Eyes,Can only pixelate underneath Her cowgirl hat as she flew by past me.Bringing my daily ramble to... Continue Reading →
Noise…Noise!Noise I do not have a choice to tune out,Peevades my atmosphere as I grow more annoyed,Annoyed,And annoyed… If it's War they want,Then War I shall not shy away from!So what if they're fueled by the thought of my defeat?With a drive where God grabs hold of a wheel steered for me,Why would I ever... Continue Reading →
Being aroused is a feeling I don't want to feel any longer,Unless I'm with the love of my life,Whoever that may be.Happily married.Underneath a canopy of warmth,Devotion and endearment built by our need to look each other in our naked eyes and say,I love you.Sexual inclinations,To me,Mean nothing if you're not with the lover of... Continue Reading →
"Get up!"My mind yells yet,Can't find the motivation to rise fast enough.I don't know why,Nor do I care to find out.I'm exhausted from trying to find a reason to move forward.I just…Want to jump to my feet,And,Wash my face without contemplating why I'm even awake,Asking myself If I'll ever be happy again or,If I'll ever... Continue Reading →
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