"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Friendships are so difficult to make and maintain now that I'm in my mid thirties.People are in such a rush.Whether or not it's to a job or a place to meet their core group of friends they've solidified as 'enough'.Most seem to pensive to think about love,So,They resort to lust,And,Drugs tearing us apart even further.The... Continue Reading →
You really can't complain for the way your life is at this moment knowing there's a solution to everything.I don't believe we're ever confused about what's holding us back, what we need to change about ourselves. I believe we all know what that particular problem is and we're either too hesitant/ashamed to face it or... Continue Reading →
Assimilation has never been my style.Quite frankly,I'd rather be what God intended me to be.A man free from labels I was once forced to believe,Would lead me through a path worthwhile.Labels like drunk,Pot head,And,Rich!When all I really was,Was a child who tripped and fell into a ditch,Never to be found again until I rose from... Continue Reading →
Boundaries.I didn't realize there were any after offering to console me.But,As usual.I' treated more like a game rather than a man with feelings trampled by loneliness,And,A need to run away.To run away from the presence of anyone where there's potential for a bond to be built upon...It seems like everyone is too tired to lay... Continue Reading →
Don't ask me how my day is,Nor what's wrong with me.You can care less about the pain in my arteries,Being pumped through my legs weak enough to not walk,Yet,Strong enough to crawl towards what's hard to see for most,But,Routine for me to cope with...Limitless,Are my shoulders carrying another's tears as I asseverate my love for... Continue Reading →
Everywhere I go,It seems like everything changes.Never do I see the same faces,In the same spaces,I find myself inside of longer than a few months knowing they've been around for years.Rules in this game called life change as if adjusting to a presence imposing itself on a world it doesn't want much of a part... Continue Reading →
