How obscure it is, How I tremble at the thought of being around the presence of many, Yet, Set out to be around just that. Plethoras of fears take over my thoughts. Like, Going blank, Having nothing to say. But, Even then, It's the only way I can love when darkness rises... Still. I'm prompted... Continue Reading →
When Silence Speakz
Problem is, He's wrong if he feels suicidal, As if anyone is helping him keep his vitals pumping. He's wrong if he's down, Even if he's being kicked while he's hungry, To get back up and smile. He's wrong for just wanting time to heal. Time to heal from pain that doesn't seem to go... Continue Reading →
Crying Soldierz
"Surround yourself with happy people," Is what they all say, Nowadays. But, What am I to do when I see another soul in pain? Eyes wide open, Yet their innerchild's asleep through the rain. How can you say that's your friend, If you've willingly allowed them to drown away? I couldn't live with that, The... Continue Reading →
Ordinary Life
What am I doing? Will I die? When I put in view, A suicide, I have thought through, So many times... Waking up to go out and buy, A 40oz, Some Mary Jane for a quick high, It's all I want... It's all I want... It's all I want... A motion on, Repeat, Till I... Continue Reading →