"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
This world…So many souls hover in it while laminated by rock indestructible for most who come across it.So many hover around colder than its freezing point in an atmosphere combustible by any means necessary.A paradox,Per say.But,A paradox most are more content with than being what they were truly meant to be.Why?So much easier it is,To... Continue Reading →
Where do I belong?…Is a question all billions of people ask at some point in their lives.And,Some are blessed to stumble upon a correct answer… Most of us,However,Are too unfortunate to come across the right one.The definitive rebuttal to the voice in our minds doubting our need to be ourselves… Why is that?Why are the... Continue Reading →
Feels like it will never end, the suffering. The internal carnage between who I really want to be versus what others envision me as. A disease seeping out of my pours, transforming into new fixations I never thought would cripple me on most nights. It's not the weed, nor the booze. Now? It's a plate... Continue Reading →
Memories of who I once loved wither away like,A ripped page out of my journal catching flame.Never wanted to tear a single one out,Yet,I smile as I watch each flake of fire scattered all across my face.Embers more heartwarming than all I've felt from anyone else…
Trains of thought circle smoke all around my mind until,My bell rings for the next joint.Am I the culprit for the Flame’s shadow hovering above a bed made of brimstone without a choice,Or,The observer?I wasn’t present when convinced I should hurt her.By breaking her down into what I thought would merger,Two entities,With empyrean energies akin,From... Continue Reading →
Heartbreak kills.And,It feels as if it almost killed me without ever knowing why... Bones crackled louder as the days went by.Breathing felt like swallowing a ball of hysteria to start you off for the morning.Yet,Worst of all?Caring enough to take care of myself was far from a mind remote from its current reality.All of which... Continue Reading →
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