"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
See, I love every kink about you. Because, What matters more to me is every moment I can lift you back up, Same as I want you to do for me, Too. Problem is, Perception is different, Since our experiences are similar, Yet quite different in a life we just woke up for. But, All... Continue Reading →
They want you when you're under spotlights. But, When I step into the dark, They hate what they see and lock eyes, On what they now call a monster. Proper. Funny how I'm writing this at 12, Like Conor. Thinking all about how I left all the demons in my corner trying foster, An angel... Continue Reading →
They all say they're there and love you. Until you need them there while they just look above you. But it's a lose-lose, For the fools who, Overlook the worth in your soul glaring a light to the sky. Up high, While they're covered in smoke with tears in their eyes. Broke, In the club... Continue Reading →
Problem is, He's wrong if he feels suicidal, As if anyone is helping him keep his vitals pumping. He's wrong if he's down, Even if he's being kicked while he's hungry, To get back up and smile. He's wrong for just wanting time to heal. Time to heal from pain that doesn't seem to go... Continue Reading →
Even if I rise with a smile as wide as the Wall of China, still. There are instances where I suddenly get nasiated and feel like crashing harder than Hell. But, as I walk through Fort Washington Avenue on to my next delivery, I blame myself so often... I mean, how can you not blame... Continue Reading →
Been a while since I've sat down to express my troubled thoughts. A conundrum commenced by a whirlpool of tears I've had no answer for. Confusion formed in the pit of Darkness... But, what can really be seen in the Dark? A place where only candle and flash lights can be seen in bits and... Continue Reading →
What are promises any good for just to break them? Why waste the power of your words just to leave your friends and family forsaken? At least for a soul who doesn't carry the intention to maim and raze a foundation, Built by credence between one another, "I got you And you got me even... Continue Reading →
"And now we bow our heads and pray..." "Amen..." Funny how I just walked past the preacher man, With my head already down. I don't understand, Most likely never will. It isn't in my will to fall to my knees, Especially, When the Pastor's busy touching kids behind the scenes... It's not really my type... Continue Reading →
I rather not lie like your neighborhood preacher, Screaming for peace, But, Unable to deter demons creeping against my pool of tears, I dive in feet first while I sip drinks underneath a chandelier, I'm not perfect... Within these verses, I am not certain that I will make it out alive, As I shower amongst... Continue Reading →
Can't believe I have all three of you kids in my waning life. A triad of purpose I look up to rather than the need to die. A trinity of hope I pray for to live better lives than I did, As I look up at the sky... And write... About how I truly love... Continue Reading →
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