"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Struggling with our sense of belonging is quite common.I mean,All of us desire family,A group to be apart of without ever going bitter,Rotten.But,Sometimes?The apple falls far from a tree left forgotten.Not a single pot of water poured into the ground,But,A pot of marijuana smoked while surrounded by the sounds,Of your dreams…Crumbling along each step taken... Continue Reading →
Lately,It seems as if I can only write about the raging despair I feel coursing all throughout my entire body at maximum speeds I never thought were possible.After all,It's apparent how I've been a prodigal son in the eyes of guardians who defend my fall from grace as I climb my way back up to... Continue Reading →
Have gotten closer towards my goal,But,It keeps moving up a few feet.I mean,How many times can I relay the same problem,Until I drop!As everybody strays away from a race we take part in,Exhaustively? Maybe once,Twice,Or thrice,But,Anything past three is pushing an envelop sealed shut with motor gasoline.You'd need an extra gear to speed past a... Continue Reading →
Desiring to change your environment simply means,You understand how it has no affect on you.It means that you care about yourself enough to be where ever there lies,Truth… Sleeping in a bed of lies is like,Being stuck inside of a web of nightmares you'll wrestle with for an eternity.Just,Another silky string buckling you down within... Continue Reading →
Paranoia isn't a symptom for me,But,An enemy lurking within shadows I conjure on concrete shattered by,Their darkness.Farfetched it is not when I stomp as I walk without rhyme or reason.After all,I'm marked as a menace in plots set as my prompt for my loss of life to rise like a soaring Phoenix… Perseverance.A charm despised... Continue Reading →
Certain things are true, certain things are not. For instance, when we were all told during elementary school that anything less than 8 hours of sleep is criminal, not a single teacher was lying about anything of that. Simply, a lesson learned after you finally decide to take off a pair of shoes an adolescent... Continue Reading →
Yes,I often think of suicide,But,Still have the courage to refuse such atrocity.Because,My life was given!It was never mine to take in the first place regardless of how many demons got to me… After all,It's my job to thwart them off of my shoulders.If I don't,I deserve every consequence that looms over my soul.If I coast... Continue Reading →
You can't imagine all the pain I brazenly bear while,Stigmatized as an animal who feeds off of despair.But,What others refuse to see?Is how I'm just a man growing sick and tired of apologies!Others never care to spare… So,I've isolated.Got to make sure to stay away from what would not embrace me while left forsaken.By family... Continue Reading →
Sober thoughts are so exciting!Like,Being able to smile without feeling like a criminal on the loose.Like,A trip to Cold Stone just because I can with nothing inside of my ailing heart to lose… Often I scream for an abundance of freedom my inner child keeps demanding for good reason!Yet,Fear of a different life shrouds my... Continue Reading →
Been at the library for the past couple of days,As it gives me a sigh of relief.A sigh of relief from sitting on my bedroom seat,Watching what an algorithm thinks I'm interested in without ever asking me… Just a few years ago,I was standing on my own two feet,On as many stages I can possibly... Continue Reading →
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