"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Feeding,A demon,With reasons,Your heaving!In vomit,While coughing up smoke,Upping the dosage for a moment of hope,In all of it's falsity?A fatality for those lost in endless animosity,Against an image once portrayed by hues of love,Stained by every opportunity taken to go for blood,Tainting all of what you could've been if,You had never given up.And,For what?Drugs?A drink,What... Continue Reading →
Silence feels like a rarity,Nowadays,Doesn't it?As if sitting with your thoughts is a reason to discard humanity.Viewed as a punishment compared to finding solace in a covenant of vanity,Formed by a group of individuals who couldn't play their cards right even with a hand in each,Kind of pocket you can think of,As a joker glossing... Continue Reading →
Whether or not I die sooner than realized,I want you to smile,Still,And frolic all over town like a Bee buzzing from one pollinated sunflower to the next.Allowing seeds of cheer and satisfaction to grow amongst a field of misers and beasts who feed on melancholic flesh… There is no need for a stream of tears... Continue Reading →
Knuckles bloodied by battles against a shadow only I can see.A war without any weapons in sight,Except,For the barbs thrown at each other's teeth.Who will let their guard down first?Or,Will we both go down together knowing there's no victory in killing yourself,Even if no one's around to mourn on the shore of Midnight's Sea.Where the... Continue Reading →
Freedom,Is what you gave me by leaving,Regardless of how wrong it was to hurt you.Your departure gave my life more meaning,More than the moment you said,"I love you…"As I was left to work through,My vices.All alone,Within a glass home shattering above me,By the vibrations of your silence… Here I am,Now sober at the end of... Continue Reading →
Each bag under my eyes are as heavy as the baggage I've placed on my shoulders without permission.Feels like,Perdition.Being buried under emotions I have lost control over.I,Can't seem to read an older poem without tears dripping,Drowning my smile away as I keep swimming,Towards shore I'm not quite sure I desire to be on anymore.But,What else... Continue Reading →
This world…So many souls hover in it while laminated by rock indestructible for most who come across it.So many hover around colder than its freezing point in an atmosphere combustible by any means necessary.A paradox,Per say.But,A paradox most are more content with than being what they were truly meant to be.Why?So much easier it is,To... Continue Reading →
Brittle bones.Several pounds shaven from an unforeseen battle no one could have predicted.Blank stares while waving a white flag is all he could've done.No,It's what he had chosen to do for reasons unknown till this day.But,Who am I to be angry at a decision my love,Nor anyone elses,Could have affected?I am a nobody his heart... Continue Reading →
A caricature my beloveds' memory of myself it became.But,Jokes on them since I laugh at myself,Anyway.I tend to believe if you can't giggle at yourself,A part of you is dead inside,In need of revival… Nobody's perfect.As cliché as it is,Nobody's certain!Of themselves completely.We,Stumble at times.We,Crumble and cry.Sometimes,We just need a big ole' humble pie!Our faces... Continue Reading →
Blank pages,For me,Are oceans of solitude and solace I can drown inside of,With a smile I can't find elsewhere.The susurations of loose-leaves falling on my deaf ears,Vibrate the kind of love I look for in the palms of another.Palms I wish I was holding on to while surrounded by so many doctors smothering my faith,For... Continue Reading →
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