"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Just a few months ago,I was able to sit on this same chair,Wide-eyed,Energized for the peace and silence the day brings,When I' seated away from a glass house where a new shard cracks and falls each waking morning.New poem in mind,Ready for as many repititions it took for me to memorize,But,My eyelids feel heavier and... Continue Reading →
Conscious.Aware.Maybe a bit too often.But,It's not as bad as I make it out to be.As lonely as it gets,In a world more than half asleep,Moving to a beatI want to see every sliver of gloom laid in front of me,And,Tune out what darkens the luminescence radiating from my beating heart…
Never do I know where to begin,Nor,How to write it,Nor,How to address an engorged heart with a need to burst and shout…So much pain!Without knowing where to put it other than one place,A page,Where I've been having an abundance of doubt.Yet,Not once have I cared for the darkness shrouding my mind…I care to find an... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,Our own thoughts are treacherous.Traitors to every fiber in our being that makes us who we are.A glitch within a game we're forced to play and handle our cards right.And,As much as we try to override images we don't want to see,Our objective isn't to have control,But,To breathe.Have faith in what we're guided to do... Continue Reading →
Blood,And,Wet lips full of sugar?Are immiscible without an emulsifier found in,Tears trickling down your cheeks while laying down,Dead inside,Confounded.Puzzled by a con you've found in a pit of darkness.Love,Vampiric in nature is nothing,But,A spectral sending chills through your bleeding vessel with each touch,As subtle as it is.Once it's unbuckled from a kiss,You're left panting,Exasperated by... Continue Reading →
A prude is what I want,Sort of.A woman who is not absorbed in thoughts,Darkened by a need to climax and froth,Over orgasms that won't last as long,As we can hold each other in the midst of a storm… I want to be engorged by her love,And,Need to hear my voice whenever she'd slip into a... Continue Reading →
Her response was pithy as I declined her offer.How I was simply a coward for not swapping fluids,Lip to lip,Tongue to tongue,As my intentions were softer than she'd realized.Hard for her body I wasn't,More so curious for her insights,On life,Instead of intertwining beneath bedsheets I still need time to fix.But,I must admit.My spine was as... Continue Reading →
Knuckles bloodied by battles against a shadow only I can see.A war without any weapons in sight,Except,For the barbs thrown at each other's teeth.Who will let their guard down first?Or,Will we both go down together knowing there's no victory in killing yourself,Even if no one's around to mourn on the shore of Midnight's Sea.Where the... Continue Reading →
God's thunder serenades my mind,When I'm consumed by the Darkness of night.As the eye of the storm settles in,A pen is what I peddle back and forth on a blank page mirroring my eyes,As I look into each cloud swarming in… After all,The rain is music to my ears.Sounds like my fingers tapping on a... Continue Reading →
Being aroused is a feeling I don't want to feel any longer,Unless I'm with the love of my life,Whoever that may be.Happily married.Underneath a canopy of warmth,Devotion and endearment built by our need to look each other in our naked eyes and say,I love you.Sexual inclinations,To me,Mean nothing if you're not with the lover of... Continue Reading →
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