"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Enjoying life without an audience has been tumultuous lately.Why?Knowing how lonely I like to be,I find myself around more people while having a harder time to breathe.Sort of like,Demons closing in on me,Without a weapon to push back an attack only I can see,Inside of my head.How exhausting...How exhausted I am,To even wake and pick... Continue Reading →
Worrying is more exhausting than carrying the weight of your problems on your shoulders.Worrying is like,Letting your soufflé bake in your oven for thirty minutes longer than you should've left it.The taste it leaves in your mouth is rancid.It takes form as an empty stomach too busy growling to be satiated,Killing your appetite for life... Continue Reading →
Beautiful would be the only way to describe you.A blessing it was to rub your shoulders down and remind you of that.I'm saddened how you were made to feel ugly,While deteriorating in front of everyone to see.But…Your image is way too far from horrendous to me.My only grandmother,Who cared to love my existence regardless of... Continue Reading →
Run the course!As complicated as the labrynth gets.It's a challenge,But,As long as you manage,Your way around it with as much damage your body can endure,The gain is greater than drowning inside of a Tsunami poured,From each corner of your eyes… There isn't much time to clamor over your mistakes.I,Promise each bump on a road to... Continue Reading →
Don't believe it.While you're laying down feeling,Defeated,By a world with barely any meaning,The reason's right above you every moment you are seeking,An answer to your problems… I mean it.I know you have cancer and it's seeping,Bleeding out of your pores while you're battling your demons,But,There's one thing I promise… You are certain to survive as... Continue Reading →
Each bag under my eyes are as heavy as the baggage I've placed on my shoulders without permission.Feels like,Perdition.Being buried under emotions I have lost control over.I,Can't seem to read an older poem without tears dripping,Drowning my smile away as I keep swimming,Towards shore I'm not quite sure I desire to be on anymore.But,What else... Continue Reading →
Ruminant as a nomad without a home,Unless I'm allowed within an inch of God's presence.No other place warms my heart frozen from the lowest depths of an abyss I'm still trapped in.Nothing.And,I mean nothing!Can provide heat hot enough to singe the palm of a Devil constantly attacking me.Regardless of how many others I've come across,They... Continue Reading →
There's a feeling in my chest that,Nothing is what we are told anything to be at all.How movies portray more truth than the news reporting what seems like is meant to stall,Our arrival into a truth that would make the average person fall to their knees and bawl… Incredible,How my younger self already knew what... Continue Reading →
This is really random, but I figured to myself that there's a chance I would never see you again and would be mad at myself if I didn't tell you how beautiful you are to me, how your gorgeous, glittery smile stayed in my mind from the moment I saw you. You have a glow,... Continue Reading →
Beef patties in a microwave for under a minute,What happens?Kind of what you're abandonment did to me.Left me in a searing rage,With a heart colder than Winter's Sea.But,Shame on my lack of vision in all honesty.Because,You've never really smiled when looking my way.You just,Looked down on me,Somberly… Yet,I understand,Dad.Because I've disappointed myself by leaving my... Continue Reading →
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