"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
To be honest,I'm not sorry that I'm not sorry.Perfect I never was,But,A flawed human being like everybody else is.As selfless as I've been,I can be selfish.Matter of fact,I must be!After every ounce of pain I've dealt with,I must seize!Any care I had left for what people think of me.So,Are you,The reader,Ready for truths I was... Continue Reading →
Silly! Silly I was to think I would be able to abruptly jump back into the saddle of diligently writing every single day. Such an act has been impossible for me due to my immediate decision to focus on smoke as soon as I wake up. But, as much as I choose to buy marijuana... Continue Reading →
Family.What is it good for and why are we stuck with individuals we may never get along with?I don't know about you,But,Being related to a crack-head is not a fun fact you claim without tasting a bit of vomit.Never is it any fun to be forced to stay awake because of their constant nonsense.You know,Getting... Continue Reading →
Irresponsible beyond belief I have been,Knowing how others admired my clarity.I thought I could roll a joint from time to time,As I unwind with a certified dyme!But,I've paid the price for many tragedies… Glass homes shattering as I lay beneath it's roof collapsing!From every cry for help I've shouted,For hours,Each passing night.Losing hold of a... Continue Reading →
It's just like me!To start something and put it off until the next.It's not surprising!How I'm already starting over with Day 1,Again.I challenged myself to write Poetry everyday,But,It became another promise my own demons sentenced to,Death… Nonetheless,I'm still trying.I'm still writing up another line,Hard enough to punch through each wall in my head.Not many choices... Continue Reading →
There's not much I can really say,Being that I still don't want to live till this day.A feeling I've felt ever since the 5th grade,Going on to middle school where I was nothing!But,An outcast to pick on just to feel entertained.And,It didn't matter if I was home,Or,At school,It was all the same.A target for whomever... Continue Reading →
Exhausted. Tired. fatigued. Depleted. Empty. However you want to put it, there aren't any words out there to describe how bone-weary you'll get by endlessly dwelling on mistakes you can't rewind and undo. Once it's done, whatever it is, it's final. What's done is forever stamped into history books only your inner child can read... Continue Reading →
There's a script behind everything.Hollywood,Sports,Celebrities,Politicians.Civilians… And,It doesn't matter how you look at it!With only two choices to pick from.Red pills,Blue pills.Either see the truth for what it is or dive into a sea of tears for a chance to get drunk… Without a worry in mind… My choice?Neither!Since I would rather die first,And,Blackout as I'm... Continue Reading →
Love.What does love become in a world where Good and Evil have switched sides?In a world where,It's light blinds,Revealing every path you shouldn't take?Concealing every blessing in your hands,As darkness illuminates your hidden pain… Love.Just,Why do I push it back into its resting place?When all I want is for Love to come my way… Seems... Continue Reading →
Divine interventions illuminated truths I thought would never be.Like,Family broken by vice and dark synergies.Sitting alone in a room knowing I'm hated while sifting through memories,I'm begging to black out… But,It never works.You know…Rolling blunts,Floating up on a cloud!Trying to get away from demons following your path every you go…Just for it to fade!While you... Continue Reading →
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