"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Silence.What I once thought wasn't necessary,Became part of my solution for a transformation I had undergone.Yet,My inner voice has been shouting loud enough to muffle out and blurry visions of a brighter future in my mind.Nights like these,Where all you here are raindrops drip at ease,Makes me tell myself to shut up so that I... Continue Reading →
Takes you a while to understand how everything is our fault.How God gave us free will to simply do our part.Yet,We choose war,Bloodshed,To torment another's state of mind and far!Do we take it.Blaming God for our mishaps on Earth after being told how to behave in,A world ruled by a dark force who's goal is... Continue Reading →
"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity..." Proverbs 17:17 I guess I didn't have any in the first place.After all of my transgressions,I've transitioned into a life of loneliness now that I've healed my past aggression.And,I'm glad I'm alone and peaceful,Instead of sharing my new found energy with those... Continue Reading →
Sobriety feels like a knife being stuck in the middle of my palms,During nights where my soul isn't calm.How badly I want a drink,Or a smoke,I cannot describe while I dive into past poems I wrote,As a reminder to never give up… Giving up on myself is the last thing I desire!But,I can't help but... Continue Reading →
Motivation is unnecessary when you're busy being yourself.When you're busy doing what you love without the need for anyone's help.When you're busy looking for a way to do so,Without seeking approval from anyone inside of this burning Hell we're all trapped in… Paradise in the flesh is achieved in our mind when we feed our... Continue Reading →
On most nights,I don't believe I will ever be loved,Again.Difficult it is to think as I live my life through a journal and a pen.It's a hard-knock life I don't regret.After all,It's the only thing I know how to do while I flow from a chest,Inflated by hope while exhaling my sins… I'm not perfect.Like... Continue Reading →
Moments like these,When I look back at who I used to be,I get so amazed at my former self and how hard He worked for his dream.How much of a trendsetter He became on a scene,Full of poets,Hearts broken,Trying to figure out how to put the pieces back together and,Sing.In unison no matter what division... Continue Reading →
Never will I know why God keeps calling for me to enter his presence.A walk that has felt like stepping on burning charcoal,With feet as bare as my soul being stripped of its darkest essence.A path making me feel more depressed than,I'ver ever been compared to my,Loneliest nights underneath a glass home full of empty... Continue Reading →
Eagle eyes everywhere we go.No where to run,No where to hide while surveilled for the things we know,But,Aren't supposed to.From school halls,Street lamps and telephone booths,To the workplace and back home as they calculate our every move.What are we to do?So many heads looking down at a cellphone while locked in a state of mind... Continue Reading →
Ascendance.A rise to power,Fame,Is what a lost soul like yours seems to crave… Repentance.A change from who you've been,Is a thought most seem to think of with,Disdain… But,Inevitable it is,Isn't it?Our need to turn the other way?From sin.An otherworldly impressment of fear amongst individuals who seek a manufactured spotlight… Must you grab hold of everyone's... Continue Reading →
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