"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Which one's the bottle that will do it. When I'm choosing drinks over matters, I only ask, "When will I lose it? When's the next time I will use it? Why do I feel useless? Why am I so abusive of drinks and what is so illusive about these demons I see when I blink?... Continue Reading →
Both wrists were grabbed as I was convinced to enter a circle I would never want to leave. All I knew were slaps on the wrists while held back from a chance to live and be me. Walked to Butler Hall as all I could do was wait and just see. What this escape was... Continue Reading →
What happens when you dream past Death? Looking into a future while focused on a past coercing my feet to go into a Recess? Lost in the habits where I eject, All of the feelings In my heart I truly Detest? Like, Fuck this test God wanted to put me under! I have words striking... Continue Reading →
Am I suicidal at the moment? Or, Is the Lion inside seeking reprisal, For locking him away? I was only trying to prevent self-inflicted pain, But, Nowadays, A garden floriferous with Roses seems fitting, As more thoughts of happiness dies...
How obscure it is, How I tremble at the thought of being around the presence of many, Yet, Set out to be around just that. Plethoras of fears take over my thoughts. Like, Going blank, Having nothing to say. But, Even then, It's the only way I can love when darkness rises... Still. I'm prompted... Continue Reading →
She loves it when I grab her by the waist line, And slide my fingers all the way up to her face. I, Can't help but... To lift up, Her curls tucked, Underneath a shirt she busts, Out her breast, While I wed the thought of her drowning in the, Movements that make her cum...... Continue Reading →
"Even when those eyes squint, Delighted you seem, Sweet as my favorite Hershey bar, As you reflect your beauty amongst a lens my Universe can see through. And, It shone down light upon me, During a night where this dark space I'm surrounded by feels, Lethal... Yet, You're a sight for sore eyes full of... Continue Reading →
I love sex, In ways unlike the average man. I can use my hands to make you climax, Leave you dripping wet while you roll your eyes back, As I lick every drop squirting it's way out... I'm clean, But I get dirty. Not like the thug who can't pound it right. I'm not afraid... Continue Reading →
Picture waking up. To the sounds of a man baking a, Pot full of something bubbling all the way to the top. With ears innocent from anything that sounds like someone making drugs... Witnessing your neighbor forcing down a line of cocaine just, To get through the day... Like, "Fuck it! I will share this... Continue Reading →
I think about the time I had sent you that video. Where I cried while showing you the gift I made with my bare hands, For you, As each droplet fell. Making ripple effects within your own pool of Annoyance... And all I thought was, You made me feel like I was everything to you,... Continue Reading →
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