"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Silence.What I once thought wasn't necessary,Became part of my solution for a transformation I had undergone.Yet,My inner voice has been shouting loud enough to muffle out and blurry visions of a brighter future in my mind.Nights like these,Where all you here are raindrops drip at ease,Makes me tell myself to shut up so that I... Continue Reading →
Takes you a while to understand how everything is our fault.How God gave us free will to simply do our part.Yet,We choose war,Bloodshed,To torment another's state of mind and far!Do we take it.Blaming God for our mishaps on Earth after being told how to behave in,A world ruled by a dark force who's goal is... Continue Reading →
"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity..." Proverbs 17:17 I guess I didn't have any in the first place.After all of my transgressions,I've transitioned into a life of loneliness now that I've healed my past aggression.And,I'm glad I'm alone and peaceful,Instead of sharing my new found energy with those... Continue Reading →
Motivation is unnecessary when you're busy being yourself.When you're busy doing what you love without the need for anyone's help.When you're busy looking for a way to do so,Without seeking approval from anyone inside of this burning Hell we're all trapped in… Paradise in the flesh is achieved in our mind when we feed our... Continue Reading →
On most nights,I don't believe I will ever be loved,Again.Difficult it is to think as I live my life through a journal and a pen.It's a hard-knock life I don't regret.After all,It's the only thing I know how to do while I flow from a chest,Inflated by hope while exhaling my sins… I'm not perfect.Like... Continue Reading →
Going all in.What does that mean,Exactly?Does it mean giving everything up,Including a full plate of satisfaction?Staying hungry,Yet,Satiated by the joy of your passion?I only ask because,I'm not happy knowing I've been hired for a new job,I already desire to quit before starting my first day for what I truly want… A stage where I can... Continue Reading →
Blowing steam,To iron out some things.To flatten out the creases in my mind before I blink,On a stage!Where I present my pain,With a smile I have to force until it feels real on a face I barely want to see… More of my muscles are in use the more I glower,Like an owl,Perched on the... Continue Reading →
Come to think of it,I've never dealt with our breakup in silence.All I did for the most part is,Play the blame game while finding a reason to keep fighting.Calling you so many times in a day,Everyday,For conversation I should've had with myself in my mind and,Cope with what I did without feeling as if I... Continue Reading →
Feels like it will never end, the suffering. The internal carnage between who I really want to be versus what others envision me as. A disease seeping out of my pours, transforming into new fixations I never thought would cripple me on most nights. It's not the weed, nor the booze. Now? It's a plate... Continue Reading →
What's hidden in plain sight,Will come to light,When most begin to read in between every line within this playwright called,Life.All my time,Is now dedicated to the raw might of faith,A pen and piece of paper for every night I've grown tired of wasting.Why?… I mean,Why get closer to the one enclosure below us where,Endless souls... Continue Reading →
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