"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
My vitality lies within a poem ripped out from the ruins of a heart I don't often visit,As blood glistens on a palette I tap on visciously with an eisel out of madness.My lifeforce,A blessing,A gift I've adorned as a shield within war,I've never signed up for as I course through it with class… What... Continue Reading →
Exhaustion.Is it an excuse to put down what you love doing most?Sure,It may take away an hour or two from the sleep you need,But,If you continue on I can guarantee,Your dreams will be much sweeter.Alleviating that sour taste in your mouth from all the bitter moments life served you on a plate too difficult to... Continue Reading →
Hazy vision.Dazed and confused from each hit of cannabis in thought of my wrongfully made decisions.It's what I get for choosing fake friends while chasing after a distant ex,Sealing windows of opportunities concealing faith once filling up my chest… It's about time I lace up and get it back,Instead of laced bud in dirty bags,Only... Continue Reading →
Good Mornings are foreign to me,As I rather have a good day instead of continously mourning,What I could've been.Because,God placed me here for a reason I shouldn't miss,As I hit another joint knowing every glaring risk.I guess,It's the effect of a near-death moment,Where you're all alone in,A glass house shattering on top of you.Shards of... Continue Reading →
Neighbors! Hopefully, yours are swell individuals who gravitate towards peace and silence. Hopefully, yours don't sing along to the wails of agony produced by such, beautiful dogs some just don't deserve. Hopefully, yours never dare committing war crimes like torturing others by depriving them of their sleep… Because, with what I've felt from losing necessary... Continue Reading →
Desiring to change your environment simply means,You understand how it has no affect on you.It means that you care about yourself enough to be where ever there lies,Truth… Sleeping in a bed of lies is like,Being stuck inside of a web of nightmares you'll wrestle with for an eternity.Just,Another silky string buckling you down within... Continue Reading →
Certain things are true, certain things are not. For instance, when we were all told during elementary school that anything less than 8 hours of sleep is criminal, not a single teacher was lying about anything of that. Simply, a lesson learned after you finally decide to take off a pair of shoes an adolescent... Continue Reading →
Haven't been good in what feels like,An aeon my inner child became too tired to keep on counting.Sick of waking up first thing in the morning doubting what I,Haven't yet attempted.Putting my phone aside to meditate after much needed bed rest.Breathing when I'm feeling anxious about when I need to do the next best thing,And... Continue Reading →
At long last…I went back home!Sooner than I thought,And,I'm already aching to go back before I lose control… Of a mind tied in a slipknot.Of a vision fighting against wind blowing debris within it,As I try to pick my eyes every few seconds even if they crust over with rocky memories flashing by… Whether it... Continue Reading →
Loved.To be loved,Is all I desire.My only question is,If I truly did love myself,Would I be feeling this way in the first place? I only ask because,Remembering the last time I've heard those magical three words our hearts melt over is quite difficult.Not a single thought bubble sprouting above my head with a memory,No image... Continue Reading →
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