"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Loneliness.It's a difficult task designed for those destined to lead entire generations.But,Why do I have to face it?On most days,I abhor it with every fiber in my being.I wasn't ever a good student in the first place with procrastination as my first solution to every difficulty life has thrown my way.But,I'm here,Alive and well.Without much... Continue Reading →
Hopping from one open mic to the next as the holidays arrive,You'll meet so many others looking for the same high.Not from a drug.Not from a drink nor attention from anyone!But,A dream.A dream we imagine from the second we open our eyes,To and throughout every hour we're asleep…The kind of high most are too afraid... Continue Reading →
Eagle eyes everywhere we go.No where to run,No where to hide while surveilled for the things we know,But,Aren't supposed to.From school halls,Street lamps and telephone booths,To the workplace and back home as they calculate our every move.What are we to do?So many heads looking down at a cellphone while locked in a state of mind... Continue Reading →
Three months into sobriety from marijuana and I cant believe it. But, as proud as I am from deciding not to encase every grin away behind a curtain of smoke, I still feel trapped. Recently, I began a new job hoping I can eventually pay off my college debt to go back to school. My... Continue Reading →
Serene like a seagull when swimming in a sea of tranquility.To be gulled into boiling rage,Over thoughts that will go away,Is an error you must not make,If you plan on living life without misery.Be like a rock,Motionless upon impact when hit by a wave of despair and melancholy.You may get wet by tears drowning away... Continue Reading →
This is probably my,Toughest entry yet.The hardest piece I've ever chosen to write for the very reason that,I don't really want to wake up to whatever this is any longer.I just,Have no other choice… Haven't had any motivation to write,Let alone move my limbs any further past my bed regardless of how much I hate... Continue Reading →
Addiction.A Monster residing in its own class.A mind full of dualistic principles.Where It will crown itself king for municipal control for boatloads of cold,Hard,Cash… Anything!It will do around the city for another hit of Lies in your hand…It'll converse and kick it with you!With a mouth full of tricks convincing you of starry nights you... Continue Reading →
"…Stay in school!" You'll often hear people whisper to themselves when passing by a soul seemingly on its last lightbulb still in tact. But! I have a question that might just blow everybody's mind reading this sentence right now. What if,School is what made them do it? I mean,Everybody's journey down into a rock-bottom (a... Continue Reading →
Burnout is definitely real,According to my heart and mind so exhausted from uttering a single sentence,Alongside a voice hurting for some silence.A voice urging me to keep quiet before it blows!And,Leaves my life scattered on the ground in more pieces than I can ever count.It just,Took longer than it should’ve,My escape from my own mental... Continue Reading →
Haven’t studied for a single exam.Even if I probably should,Life keeps testing me and,I rather pass those obstacles first.An A sounds great!But,I rather work on waking up without a death wish,While I pounce through the day with a smile on my face…Because,I am all I have.Not a single phone call from a friend within the... Continue Reading →
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