"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Lost in the confines of confusion.Only question I can think of,Am I human?Remote,Yet,Internally out of control for as long as I can remember.Emotions flickering sporadically above an ember lit by the flames of my temper.And,All it did was grow.Grow until my flesh felt its burning touch,Enough for me to pop and set free an influx... Continue Reading →
Cocaine dreams.138th and cypress Ave.Where I learned my numbers,Colors and alphabets.MS-13s,BloodsCrips,Blues,Red… A bull,I was turned into.By minority tendencies.It's all I saw growing up,Only had I to fend for me…In the streets…Of NYC… Can't be taken out,Deceased,Ceased by the gun,Played by the one,Hollow tip out to pierce an empty soul.How ironic would that be? But,I just... Continue Reading →
Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining,Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light one.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to surviveWith demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ… But,I let bygones... Continue Reading →
You are hot air on a hot day! Not what I need when I'm burning with a passion of having a glass of pop on the rocks, With someone who rocks my world. You and I don't go well together, Nowadays I need another joint to bring into the mix of things that'll measure, Love,... Continue Reading →
Just do! Easier said than done, isn't it? Especially when sunshine is still being blocked around your way by that dark cloud hovering over your head. But! "Just Doing" is a feat every soul on Earth has the power to achieve, even if the circumstance you're in makes it feel impossible... Some are fortunate enough... Continue Reading →
Can't stop thinking about what it's like to be the guy every woman throw themselves at with full force. A lonely, nerdy dude like me, formerly 300 pounds up until my junior year of college at Queens, isn't so fun to be when you yearn for someone's embrace. Sure, all the weight is gone, have... Continue Reading →
With so many tears running down your cheeks first thing in the morning,Maybe,That's God's way of letting you know you are now healing,Even if you have no clue how.Because,For some reason,I still find a way to smile...
Escaping from the city is a thought soothing to a heart longing for silence.It's been a while since my inner child began shouting and crying,And,All I really want is for him to feel happy for at least a night inside of our conscious... I just,Don't know where to go!Feel so lost wandering around without a... Continue Reading →
Not a single body of water exists where you can't drown.So,While you're swimming deep inside a profusion of tears poured by tear ducts,So exhausted from crying,Notice how peers duck your need for love,As your lungs become engulfed by every globule of sorrow left in your weary eyes...Just,Lay dead on the bottom floor.And,Witness God's hand drag... Continue Reading →
Waterfalls.A constant flow of humility and grace pouring down divine rock. Any drought they encounter become victims to each drop of water landing where nature can no longer grow.Applying pressure up against anything in its path that believes it can stop its flow... Same as droplets of tears forcing their way out to douse each... Continue Reading →
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