"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
A prude is what I want,Sort of.A woman who is not absorbed in thoughts,Darkened by a need to climax and froth,Over orgasms that won't last as long,As we can hold each other in the midst of a storm… I want to be engorged by her love,And,Need to hear my voice whenever she'd slip into a... Continue Reading →
What must I do to get the sleep I need?I concede.To the battle I fight in a loose-leaf,While I turn the page to a life I was given so rudely… Birthed through my mother's denial of my existence.A child without any expectation to make it through unless I listened,To a way of being that would... Continue Reading →
Seduced by the Matrix your body jails me inside of.Your smile,Those breasts,That ass,A trinity I've been devoured by,As I wonder why,I'm the One you chose.I'm,Frozen in place.Everytime I get a whiff of your luscious scent,I quake.Tremble as my nose gets closer to your center.And,A fast I don't need to eat what you provide when your... Continue Reading →
Her response was pithy as I declined her offer.How I was simply a coward for not swapping fluids,Lip to lip,Tongue to tongue,As my intentions were softer than she'd realized.Hard for her body I wasn't,More so curious for her insights,On life,Instead of intertwining beneath bedsheets I still need time to fix.But,I must admit.My spine was as... Continue Reading →
Whether or not I die sooner than realized,I want you to smile,Still,And frolic all over town like a Bee buzzing from one pollinated sunflower to the next.Allowing seeds of cheer and satisfaction to grow amongst a field of misers and beasts who feed on melancholic flesh… There is no need for a stream of tears... Continue Reading →
Knuckles bloodied by battles against a shadow only I can see.A war without any weapons in sight,Except,For the barbs thrown at each other's teeth.Who will let their guard down first?Or,Will we both go down together knowing there's no victory in killing yourself,Even if no one's around to mourn on the shore of Midnight's Sea.Where the... Continue Reading →
Another year,Another reason to be thankful,With a tank full of ink to drown away what's fatal.Five months without any smoke,Five years without liquor on a table,Full of books and a bible I discovered wasn't a fable… Just the kind of guide I needed,To suffice my need for a brighter day and a way to fight... Continue Reading →
As quick as blood boils,It coagulates.So,I saturate my mind with a fluid flow amputating bodies of work,Armed with a sense of disaster that'll charm the Beasts of this planet Earth… Monsters are everywhere,Nowadays.But,To attract that of which is humane,From a conclave of Typhons,Mustn't we disemble what fires and destroy what might exhaust,The small amounts of... Continue Reading →
What am I doing?I have no idea.I'm just another human,Dripping fluids,From the corners of my eyes during nights where I feel useless.Like,Right about now… Where's my shoulder to lean on?Why is this boulder so freakishly strong?Why couldn't I have been mightier than I am now,Instead of feeling what I'm feeling while I'm dealing with these... Continue Reading →
So many questions,So many questions… If you really found Jesus,Then,Why are you still bewitched by sins that still leave you,Breathless?… Isn't He supposed to fill you with,An abundance of love enough to,Squander the plans of He who rules this world of deception? When?Are you supposed to accept God's blessing,Of stillness you are destined for,After opening... Continue Reading →
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