"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Paranoia isn't a symptom for me,But,An enemy lurking within shadows I conjure on concrete shattered by,Their darkness.Farfetched it is not when I stomp as I walk without rhyme or reason.After all,I'm marked as a menace in plots set as my prompt for my loss of life to rise like a soaring Phoenix… Perseverance.A charm despised... Continue Reading →
Moments like these, there's only one hypothetical situation that reels through my mind no matter how hard I try not to imagine it. Nothing but the silence of leaves and trees surrounding me. Crickets, roars, hisses amongst other sounds pervading my ear drums in ways that make my stomach squirm as it growls for prey... Continue Reading →
Alone in a world of wolves,And,I'm just a dog with bone that would.But,Why bark at a pack with ribs exposed to an eye that's full!Of hunger and rage,Left unsatisfied without slumber and grace.Salivating to revitalize my life by making up for many blunders and pain,Others felt from all of it… Accountability.The cost of pointing fingers... Continue Reading →
Meticulous in thought during moments my mind should be blank.Moments where my hands should be moving faster than a heart beat speeding up from a lack of funds,Gone away in smoke burning blunt after blunt.But,There's just so much pressure on my shoulders.Feels like the weight of everything I must do is crushing me as I... Continue Reading →
Blood, water, and bacteria amongst many other elements you can think of, we're made up of it. Doesn't matter how you slice and place it within a petri dish we're forced to call Earth, Home, however you want to address this ball of dirt we just happen to be on. And, as much attention I... Continue Reading →
Grinning like a Cheshire cat,Nowadays,Every time I'm reminded of my X.Because,I was once trapped in a 'box' with a plethora of pleasures that eventually got to my,Head.But,Now that I'm free from a drug cracking through my bleeding heart,I've departed from a weary land of lies,And,Landed in a firmament where being forlorn is a blessing in... Continue Reading →
One must address that dress causing stress in avenues I rarely feel pressure in.I may be a man,Yes!,But,I respect myself enough to never give in.Being a player's player,A Pimp with honeys cradled under both arms as a man seeking prayer?Is just,An equivalence to a man attempting to stand next to God as a naysayer… Yet,I'd... Continue Reading →
Rolex watches have never covered either of my wrists.How can one have a wrist full of gold by isolating from anything bright lingering around them with,An open flame burning beside a journal catching fire every time they're focused on a spliff they must split!From… Yet,I digress.I refuse to burden anybody with addictions everybody is sprung!Over…Throughout... Continue Reading →
Repentance.Allowing God to rip every chain off of my bruised ankles and wrists.Turning back from every demon who thought they could frolic in my mind for all of eternity.Saying no to every craving leading me to my unfortunate demise.Grabbing the hand of your inner child and pulling him back up from an edge before he... Continue Reading →
Yes,I often think of suicide,But,Still have the courage to refuse such atrocity.Because,My life was given!It was never mine to take in the first place regardless of how many demons got to me… After all,It's my job to thwart them off of my shoulders.If I don't,I deserve every consequence that looms over my soul.If I coast... Continue Reading →
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