"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
His eyes drown in the smile Her face is drenched by.Swimming from corner to corner,Splashing within each reason He fell in love with what lays inside of Her corneas,Wishing He is who she'd choose to protect her vision of a future filled with undying beauty… A dreamer He is!But,There's is no escape from the frog... Continue Reading →
Silence.What I once thought wasn't necessary,Became part of my solution for a transformation I had undergone.Yet,My inner voice has been shouting loud enough to muffle out and blurry visions of a brighter future in my mind.Nights like these,Where all you here are raindrops drip at ease,Makes me tell myself to shut up so that I... Continue Reading →
Takes you a while to understand how everything is our fault.How God gave us free will to simply do our part.Yet,We choose war,Bloodshed,To torment another's state of mind and far!Do we take it.Blaming God for our mishaps on Earth after being told how to behave in,A world ruled by a dark force who's goal is... Continue Reading →
"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity..." Proverbs 17:17 I guess I didn't have any in the first place.After all of my transgressions,I've transitioned into a life of loneliness now that I've healed my past aggression.And,I'm glad I'm alone and peaceful,Instead of sharing my new found energy with those... Continue Reading →
Walking endlessly for miles on end,Is all I can do as a man,Lost in thought,Without anyone I can call a friend.I've never been an athlete,Nor had any patience to learn how to dance,Each,Moment I've had in my life was spent pondering life's mysteries,While taking a stroll down a street where I felt like road kill…... Continue Reading →
Sobriety feels like a knife being stuck in the middle of my palms,During nights where my soul isn't calm.How badly I want a drink,Or a smoke,I cannot describe while I dive into past poems I wrote,As a reminder to never give up… Giving up on myself is the last thing I desire!But,I can't help but... Continue Reading →
Motivation is unnecessary when you're busy being yourself.When you're busy doing what you love without the need for anyone's help.When you're busy looking for a way to do so,Without seeking approval from anyone inside of this burning Hell we're all trapped in… Paradise in the flesh is achieved in our mind when we feed our... Continue Reading →
On most nights,I don't believe I will ever be loved,Again.Difficult it is to think as I live my life through a journal and a pen.It's a hard-knock life I don't regret.After all,It's the only thing I know how to do while I flow from a chest,Inflated by hope while exhaling my sins… I'm not perfect.Like... Continue Reading →
Withering cries tunnel through a path blocked by a vortex of hateful words.If you try passing it by,You will get swallowed,Spiraling out of control until you land on a patch of loveless dirt.Dirt where every sprouting seed dies before reaching its exit… Is death the only option?Is there any point in turning back to any... Continue Reading →
"Get up!"My mind yells yet,Can't find the motivation to rise fast enough.I don't know why,Nor do I care to find out.I'm exhausted from trying to find a reason to move forward.I just…Want to jump to my feet,And,Wash my face without contemplating why I'm even awake,Asking myself If I'll ever be happy again or,If I'll ever... Continue Reading →
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