Mistakes were made,But,I have a question.Does it mean I'm barred from repentance,A chance to be accountable and make up for my reckless nature?Or,Do I have an opportunity to escape what is destined to break first!Before it all collapses on me… A Glasshouse was never meant to stay in one piece.Each wall is transparent enough to... Continue Reading →
At Least…
At least,I didn't lose my hands,My feet,Nor any other part of my body. At least,I didn't lose my pen,My journal,Nor my mind. Thank God!That,All I lost were ten dollars and not,My precious life… A life I care more for,Now,As I pay for the mistake I've wrought with endless tears falling from my,Eyes…
Cuter In My Picturez
"Eres mas lindo en el foto..." Well,Sorry,Not sorry!I didn't know that I was here to give you starry eyes,While I'm sparring with my demons.I'm just here for a job,A simple drop off that you complicated by the lust you are seeking.Yes!I couldn't help but peep it,Too.That fat ass and those brown curls,But,What I see in... Continue Reading →
In Need Of Love
Desolation.Abandoned by those who've promised they wouldn't.Left stranded,Labeled a beast who shall be devoured by his own thoughts.Unworthy of love as a man with barely any change as well as anyone to hold,In a world that feeds it's cold heart by biting his flesh.Yet,He's only wrapped up in the one world he's made,While endlessly searching... Continue Reading →
Forsakenness
A reflection was needed more than a rhyme with how erratic,Yet,Predictable they have been.They,A family wretched in nature while ridden by demons who've they've joined forces with.Dead of dreams while smothering any hint of light beaming towards their person… What am I to do?How do I escape the clutches of withered souls who quench their... Continue Reading →
Rain Of Terror
God is everything.And,I'm not a preacher trying to reach you.More like a teacher already tested by life trying to teach youth.Really,Whomever may come across me while I seek truth... Yet,How do you obtain it?The trend most are into nowadays in,A city bound to cave in to temptations,Of raising a cup of Koolaid up to our... Continue Reading →
Brief Intermissions 2
"Don't really want to be here,But,I'm here without a choice and I can't complain.Still alive,Breathing in prana while I disengage,From my demons cornered in a mind that is now enraged!And,Motivated more than ever,In a period where opinions don't matter to a man trying to sever,Ties to a Devil gripping my collar,While I laugh at his... Continue Reading →
Turn The Speakers Off
Clouded.By fear of being myself amongst demons walking in the flesh.Surrounded,By vessels emptied of their heart and soul,As I watch those akin to my blood become just like them… Would call them family,But,That would require loyalty and change at a price only God can set.Being pennywise,I only have enough for myself as man pressured by... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #24: Forsaken. So What?
Rising to higher states of mind,While walking all around a city making me lose mine. Poverty following me,Like a reaper admonishing me for demolishing each demon keeping the Former alive... Will the staircase to my ultimate success be built by bricks bulging out of my pocket?Or,The skeletons I leave behind when finally reaching the top... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #2: A New Day To Be Loved
So used to going through this Day without a single message from anyone I love.Before,I'd cry,Silently,Like a Man too afraid to chase his dreams when Push comes to Shove.Now?Smiling even if my happiness and peace isn't popular amongst others who've shown me conditional love... Why?Just because.A new day,A new week,A new month to be loved!By... Continue Reading →