"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
The Void.A place where no man nor woman full of joy would dare dwell in.A lifeless vacuum imbibing everything uplifting a smile unseen in Darkness.An eternal damnation where those who have given up drown in,Their only place of contentment…It's…It's nothing but a place full of horrors our human eyes cannot fathom without,A faith in Light... Continue Reading →
To be He who is never sought out,By Day-walkers and Night Owls,By relatives with an audacity to steal my towel,Every time I drop tears forming oceans of pain coming from the bottom of my bowels,By anyone who claimed they cared when I couldn't have my fowl!Feels like…I don't exist in a world burning from Lucy's... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,All I can do is sit down and stare into space with a face more blank than a canvas painters are afraid to touch.Feel pinned against a wall with a dagger as big as my list of mistakes throughout the last three years of my pathetic existence.Seemingly possessed by a vengeful spirit too exhausted to... Continue Reading →
Age of the Zombies.In Abercrombie & Fitch and a blunt in one palm,Weak spirits in the other on a floor I'm mopping.With a faith unseen nowadays while I graze every scene with a beat!I make with a teething mouth while boxing…Against myself with a pen and pad I crease.By the swipes of my pain across... Continue Reading →
Mornings like these I can't seem to rhyme any word together without being disgusted.All I can do is spew out sentences that will get me no where while I,Cry.Because,That's all I've been doing lately.Nothing but a tsunami of tears trying to drown away every thought of suicide,Knowing I'm a world laughing in my face the... Continue Reading →
No one cares for the woes of a Man.But,It doesn't bother me.All it is,Is an anchor for a mind swimming inside of muddy waters while "bombs keep bursting!"Why get caught in crossfire heat-seeking starry eyes burning for a life turning upside down from the same anthem you keep rehearsing?Under lights where most voices crack under... Continue Reading →
Numb souls befriend pain.The only sense that gives life into their clotting veins.Whether it's through a slice out of their own image,In hopes to reconstruct what they hate to see.Or reliving memories,Reminiscing of a time they weren't lost,A version of themselves their inner child prays to be once again…
Health is an oddity in my lonely life.Although I wake with energy surging through my finger tips,My legs are too fatigued to walk toward boxes of journals full of what could be the difference,In a life I don't feel is worth living anymore… Rather,What's left of me should be given to a soul who needs... Continue Reading →
Have gotten closer towards my goal,But,It keeps moving up a few feet.I mean,How many times can I relay the same problem,Until I drop!As everybody strays away from a race we take part in,Exhaustively? Maybe once,Twice,Or thrice,But,Anything past three is pushing an envelop sealed shut with motor gasoline.You'd need an extra gear to speed past a... Continue Reading →
I wouldn't know where to start after fasting for 24 hours straight regardless of how hellbent I am to change my entire life.Because, no matter how angrily confused you've been for the past x amount of time, you'd think you'd know the beginning to a new life you've built inside of your mind already. You'd... Continue Reading →
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