"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Chaos.Chaos cannot exist without two opposites colliding head first.Yet,No one really yearns for disorder as a species hunting for some sort of inclusion.But,It makes me wonder.Why is this world so,Anarchic?If all we really want is to be part of a circle of people who call us family,Then,Why do we fight each other so often?A rhetorical... Continue Reading →
Demons in my mind have spoken to me quite often.I try my best not to listen.At times,I give in,But,I try my best to recind each deal I make with the Devil at rest in between each line I write to repel his existence,Away from a heaven I've been dutifully constructing.But,I can't lie.Nowadays,I feel weakened by... Continue Reading →
Brittle bones.Several pounds shaven from an unforeseen battle no one could have predicted.Blank stares while waving a white flag is all he could've done.No,It's what he had chosen to do for reasons unknown till this day.But,Who am I to be angry at a decision my love,Nor anyone elses,Could have affected?I am a nobody his heart... Continue Reading →
Some people scoff at the thought of putting pineapple on pizza,But,Do you want to know what I think?F$@k em.They just don't understand how savory cannot live without the sweetness life has to offer.Regardless,Eat a piece of chocolate with salt.You'll see what I mean and thank me later for it.But,Thank me in your mind,Don't text me... Continue Reading →
Crumbs.At least,Mine are bigger than what birds tend to eat.Being angry is a choice,But,It's a choice I don't have to make while I still have the blessing to breathe.And,It's not all about perspective.It's about,Acknowledging what I have in front of what I invest in,The plate feeding into a character with ego making a mess of,A... Continue Reading →
Noise…Noise!Noise I do not have a choice to tune out,Peevades my atmosphere as I grow more annoyed,Annoyed,And annoyed… If it's War they want,Then War I shall not shy away from!So what if they're fueled by the thought of my defeat?With a drive where God grabs hold of a wheel steered for me,Why would I ever... Continue Reading →
If I have to,I will walk through blazing hot coal with my bare feet,To feel the peace God offers me,With open arms,Because,There is nothing else that makes me feel the amount of love,He has for His creations,But,Him.No matter the applause,Nor,The sea of women who gawk at my talent,Nor,Each lumpsum of money giving me a chance... Continue Reading →
Being aroused is a feeling I don't want to feel any longer,Unless I'm with the love of my life,Whoever that may be.Happily married.Underneath a canopy of warmth,Devotion and endearment built by our need to look each other in our naked eyes and say,I love you.Sexual inclinations,To me,Mean nothing if you're not with the lover of... Continue Reading →
A caricature my beloveds' memory of myself it became.But,Jokes on them since I laugh at myself,Anyway.I tend to believe if you can't giggle at yourself,A part of you is dead inside,In need of revival… Nobody's perfect.As cliché as it is,Nobody's certain!Of themselves completely.We,Stumble at times.We,Crumble and cry.Sometimes,We just need a big ole' humble pie!Our faces... Continue Reading →
Ruminant as a nomad without a home,Unless I'm allowed within an inch of God's presence.No other place warms my heart frozen from the lowest depths of an abyss I'm still trapped in.Nothing.And,I mean nothing!Can provide heat hot enough to singe the palm of a Devil constantly attacking me.Regardless of how many others I've come across,They... Continue Reading →
