"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Whether or not I die sooner than realized,I want you to smile,Still,And frolic all over town like a Bee buzzing from one pollinated sunflower to the next.Allowing seeds of cheer and satisfaction to grow amongst a field of misers and beasts who feed on melancholic flesh… There is no need for a stream of tears... Continue Reading →
Knuckles bloodied by battles against a shadow only I can see.A war without any weapons in sight,Except,For the barbs thrown at each other's teeth.Who will let their guard down first?Or,Will we both go down together knowing there's no victory in killing yourself,Even if no one's around to mourn on the shore of Midnight's Sea.Where the... Continue Reading →
Another year,Another reason to be thankful,With a tank full of ink to drown away what's fatal.Five months without any smoke,Five years without liquor on a table,Full of books and a bible I discovered wasn't a fable… Just the kind of guide I needed,To suffice my need for a brighter day and a way to fight... Continue Reading →
"Celebration" is a word that became foreign to my ears,As my call logs decreased to "0" received as the years went by.Therefore,Thanksgiving,Christmas,And,New Year's turned into another day where the date changed,As my circle of me,Myself and I stayed the same.But,Happy Thanksgiving,Merry Christmas,Happy New Year's anyway.Maybe,I'll receive the bit of love I've yearned for when I... Continue Reading →
Don't believe it.While you're laying down feeling,Defeated,By a world with barely any meaning,The reason's right above you every moment you are seeking,An answer to your problems… I mean it.I know you have cancer and it's seeping,Bleeding out of your pores while you're battling your demons,But,There's one thing I promise… You are certain to survive as... Continue Reading →
What am I doing?I have no idea.I'm just another human,Dripping fluids,From the corners of my eyes during nights where I feel useless.Like,Right about now… Where's my shoulder to lean on?Why is this boulder so freakishly strong?Why couldn't I have been mightier than I am now,Instead of feeling what I'm feeling while I'm dealing with these... Continue Reading →
So many questions,So many questions… If you really found Jesus,Then,Why are you still bewitched by sins that still leave you,Breathless?… Isn't He supposed to fill you with,An abundance of love enough to,Squander the plans of He who rules this world of deception? When?Are you supposed to accept God's blessing,Of stillness you are destined for,After opening... Continue Reading →
Broken.Healed by what's not of this world.Therefore,An outcast.Rolling along differently than most you see,As I don't wear a mask.Every flaw I have,I let it all hang out in the open,As a scarred man showing,There is only one king amongst humans in a boat,Floating in an ocean of mass hysteria… Who are we to claim a... Continue Reading →
What I express so often,Would wake you up from mourning your dreams,Coughing up doubt while clearing a mind from a nightmare you've seen,Too many times when closing your eyes to the screech,Of a lie you've grown accustomed to… Of how you're not good enough.Of how you're not destined to fly over incoming gifts you were... Continue Reading →
Freedom,Is what you gave me by leaving,Regardless of how wrong it was to hurt you.Your departure gave my life more meaning,More than the moment you said,"I love you…"As I was left to work through,My vices.All alone,Within a glass home shattering above me,By the vibrations of your silence… Here I am,Now sober at the end of... Continue Reading →
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