"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Expressing my feelings is something I forgot how to do throughout these past several lonely years of my life. How can you not when all you've known is anger for longer than you can remember? And it hardly ever gets better as I wrestle with one question. Is it even worth expressing what makes my... Continue Reading →
A troubled mind travels through wind tunnels of angst and despair,Colder than a night below 30° without a blanket in sight.Forever cursed by idle hands refusing to write their own life story… Yet,On a search it goes!A search that won't conclude unless you face yourself along every waning goal,It promised it'd never let go of…... Continue Reading →
Scrambled.Although I’ve escaped my shell,My emotions have been more than what I could normally handle.Being egged on by lies coercing me to shout and scream until I,Cry…How can they not be?I’d walk in a different fashion,But,I’m worn out from everyone who mocks me.Struggling to quit a habit that prompts me to pant till I pass... Continue Reading →
Clouded.By fear of being myself amongst demons walking in the flesh.Surrounded,By vessels emptied of their heart and soul,As I watch those akin to my blood become just like them… Would call them family,But,That would require loyalty and change at a price only God can set.Being pennywise,I only have enough for myself as man pressured by... Continue Reading →
Life is always going to hit the fan.It will never be a breeze,Until you quit tripping over every hard truth we must all understand.How we aren’t perfect in any sense of the word,As we pay our price for every stand!Taken against ourselves regardless if what we’ve done is wrong while going home with blood on... Continue Reading →
Keep looking for the light But, Give the sun some time to rise and shine. There will be clouds, There will be doubts, But, There will be nights, Where you look up at the sky, No matter how dark it is and, Cry. Tears of joy you wipe, With every ounce of love being poured... Continue Reading →
Freedom! Is all I’ve desired during this period of hysteria. After all, who isn’t tired of an epoch riddled by ignorance and deceit while snakes dressed in a suit & tie poison the masses with fear? After such vexatious warnings of a “dark” winter ahead of those who refuse to litter their bloodstreams with heinous... Continue Reading →
On some days,There are no words.Just,A thought you don’t want to have,Along a ball of angst ballooning inside of your chest,Until it pops!And,Takes you down with it,As hope begins deflating slowly,But surely.The one moment your demons find worthy to dance together,Hold hands and celebrate… Yet,Their celebration ends when you decide to shut off their stereo... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,All I can do is sit down and stare into space with a face more blank than a canvas painters are afraid to touch.Feel pinned against a wall with a dagger as big as my list of mistakes throughout the last three years of my pathetic existence.Seemingly possessed by a vengeful spirit too exhausted to... Continue Reading →
Many days I wake up immediately wondering why I did. Wondering why God reminds me every single time how those delightful thoughts running through my mind during my slumber are just, dreams. But, epiphanies strike just in the nick of time, right before I have an inevitable meltdown only my inner demons can witness.... Continue Reading →
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