"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
"Don't really want to be here,But,I'm here without a choice and I can't complain.Still alive,Breathing in prana while I disengage,From my demons cornered in a mind that is now enraged!And,Motivated more than ever,In a period where opinions don't matter to a man trying to sever,Ties to a Devil gripping my collar,While I laugh at his... Continue Reading →
Dying,On an earth that allows you to breathe.On an earth that allows you to eat.On an earth that allows you to drink.On an Earth that allows you to,DreamEverything we need to make our exit as graceful as possible...
Loved.To be loved,Is all I desire.My only question is,If I truly did love myself,Would I be feeling this way in the first place? I only ask because,Remembering the last time I've heard those magical three words our hearts melt over is quite difficult.Not a single thought bubble sprouting above my head with a memory,No image... Continue Reading →
Time to handle these emotions with class,Now that I'm grown with a new set of principles in the palm of my hands.Life's been the hardest teacher I have had to bypass,And live within a dream only my eyes can see while I put it in a rap!Covering my wounds.Wounds opened by every friend that wasn't... Continue Reading →
Freedom.So many different definitions.But,For me?Freedom is the moment my arms interlock with who my heart fell in love with.The only moment in time,That feels so right,And,Magical of all things.A vulnerability between two that becomes invincible when brought together.One of the few times I feel absolutely anything is possible.Any moment I'm beside her,Holding hands with who... Continue Reading →
So weird,Writing this piece during my recovery.Because,I've lived a life rife with mistakes I'm trying to right before I'm dead,In a grave,With no chance to rebuttal each critic of my existence.And,I can't use a voice I've seemed to have burned out by belching complaint after complaint from the top of my lungs.All over anger and... Continue Reading →
We were created without ever knowing how.A feat we will never reach no matter how deep we dig into rabbit holes overflown with doubt.Rabbit holes leading us toward truths about,Our spirit,Its entire meaning of existence,And every reason why it should be given all of the attention it may need.Eventually.Attention others fear to gift themselves in... Continue Reading →
Don’t quite know what God wants from me.Everyday I wake up with purpose in mind,But,Still puzzled as to why I must go fourth with what my heart aches for.An escape from thoughts more crippling than a car speeding one-hundred miles per hour,Zipping right passed your shattered shins flying over to the other side of the... Continue Reading →
You can't imagine all the pain that I bear.While everybody thinks I'm an animal feeding off of despair,All I am is just a man grown sick and tired of looking for apologies others wouldn't care to give.So,I've isolated.Stayed away what would not embrace me while aggravated,By a dysfunctional family,Demons who rather bestow insanity upon me!... Continue Reading →
Nothing really matters anymore,In a City war-torn from all the trauma it doesn’t want to deal with anymore.So,When I walk down the block on Broadway,For some Chicharron you can see at Mambi’s cooking all day,I shake my head at everybody putting up an act,After being called to “action”… But,I don’t want to waste my mother... Continue Reading →
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