"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
As quick as blood boils,It coagulates.So,I saturate my mind with a fluid flow amputating bodies of work,Armed with a sense of disaster that'll charm the Beasts of this planet Earth… Monsters are everywhere,Nowadays.But,To attract that of which is humane,From a conclave of Typhons,Mustn't we disemble what fires and destroy what might exhaust,The small amounts of... Continue Reading →
Ascendance.A rise to power,Fame,Is what a lost soul like yours seems to crave… Repentance.A change from who you've been,Is a thought most seem to think of with,Disdain… But,Inevitable it is,Isn't it?Our need to turn the other way?From sin.An otherworldly impressment of fear amongst individuals who seek a manufactured spotlight… Must you grab hold of everyone's... Continue Reading →
Moments like these,I think about how I quit smoking joints and feel,Powerful,Grateful.More than I ever have before at any point in my life.Makes me feel as if I can,Fly.Do things no other human has done before.But,Still I cry.I cry tears of joy knowing how I'm no longer burning that bridge between,Myself and an inner-child I... Continue Reading →
This is really random, but I figured to myself that there's a chance I would never see you again and would be mad at myself if I didn't tell you how beautiful you are to me, how your gorgeous, glittery smile stayed in my mind from the moment I saw you. You have a glow,... Continue Reading →
Purging my mind of your memory is a necessity.Although a lovely woman you were with much for me to be thankful for,Thinking of you is like,Dipping my feet into quicksand.Sand liquified by the Earth shattering beneath me that moment I,Found out how you had never loved me from our very first kiss.A kiss of death... Continue Reading →
What are we here to pursue?Is it a job where we dress in a suit,And a tie while we lie to ourselves and choose,Money over a dream we give an excuse,To put to the side for a bill,Painted with more falsehoods than truth? Obvious,Isn't it?What do you think of more often than dollars printed in,Infrared... Continue Reading →
Cleaning up an act upstaging each demon on your shoulder,Is a war not everyone is built for,As it takes a different kind of strength to keep living life sober.I mean,Look around you!Why wouldn't you want a drink with what's happening all over?… Presidents who were not designed to lose.Orchestrated tragedies to blind us from the... Continue Reading →
Feels like it will never end, the suffering. The internal carnage between who I really want to be versus what others envision me as. A disease seeping out of my pours, transforming into new fixations I never thought would cripple me on most nights. It's not the weed, nor the booze. Now? It's a plate... Continue Reading →
Beef patties in a microwave for under a minute,What happens?Kind of what you're abandonment did to me.Left me in a searing rage,With a heart colder than Winter's Sea.But,Shame on my lack of vision in all honesty.Because,You've never really smiled when looking my way.You just,Looked down on me,Somberly… Yet,I understand,Dad.Because I've disappointed myself by leaving my... Continue Reading →
Rapping was something I never thought I'd fall out of love with,But,I did.Too much time was spent wrapping my head around my existence,As dead is how I imagined it.Yet,Here I am rhyming words,Again,In a less reckless fashion more fitting for man with many chips,On two shoulders,Too exhausted,To keep holding on to weight equilibrated with,Each tear... Continue Reading →
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