"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Sick and tired of,Being sick and tired.Although alcohol and weed are no longer parts of my life,I still struggle with food and lust.And,I abhore it so much more than you can ever imagine.Because,Any time I find myself free to write a poem,I get lost,Entrapped in the thought of what keeps me at my lowest.With only... Continue Reading →
Memories pop into mind like,A game of Russian Roulette.Each one,Anxiety-ridden.Sweat beads down my forehead at every turn of events.Never do I know which one will coerce me to pull the trigger,But,I figured,It's a risk that must be taken.What other thrill do I have besides,Going through a photobook imprinted in my mind,As I pick at every... Continue Reading →
Supervening intentions cloud His mind as his eyes feast upon a table littered with gold he'd never seen before.Should he dab and dip?He asked.With a stash and print,His fingertips on what was already dirty in the first place? Self-made,Is the dream.But,A shell made of a thief,Is what was left in place in a mind who... Continue Reading →
Staring into the sun going blind,By the beauty it shines,Sounds more appealing,Staring into a cave of bewilderment without an ending in sight.But,Who am I to claim what's better for anyone?I'm still having trouble looking up at a sky without dreading what's,All in my head.Failure my thoughts conjure up,While I lay inert on my bed,Praying for... Continue Reading →
Suffused with tints of red gone maroon overnight.Luminous beneath moonshine,Enough to blind our eyes.Human souls morphing into their true lupine form,Howling into a sky darkened by mischievous desires worn,With a chip on their shoulders for,A mere display.What they eat?Is human flesh as their compassion decays.Their lips drip with lifeforce syphoned as,A grandstand for others to... Continue Reading →
Trip and fall,Trip and fall,Trip and fall!I've done more times than I can count.But,Air still flows through my flaring nostrils forcing my chest to rise,With a hope impenetrable by,Sticking to a plan made for me by a God who's shown me more love,Than,Any friend ever would while dripping blood,From wounds they've cut open.When push comes... Continue Reading →
Wind,As Icy as Her heart,Burns through each vein as I inhale,Exhale.Her departure was like,Being excommunicated by the Only One I've had faith in,With exoneration as far as a horizon I glare towards,Keeping distance with every step taken forward… Moments like these,I ask myself,Why not die and wipe the slate clean?Reborn with a touch not knowing... Continue Reading →
All I want for Christmas and beyond is,Words of love euphonious to my ears.A hug!From a woman full of more than holiday cheer that's,Temporary.A bond that'll last more than a handful of text messages,As she disappears into the wind.A day where I'm not wondering,"What's wrong with me?"While I get through my day by reminders of... Continue Reading →
Haunted by a ghostly voice that just won't go away,No matter what I do to silence it.Vibrant it is!But,I keep writing it in,Within a line in my,Wrists.Bleeding from every vein slice open in thought of what couldn't be imagined in,A million years… What does it want?What does it say?It doesn't matter either way.I refuse to... Continue Reading →
Chaos.Chaos cannot exist without two opposites colliding head first.Yet,No one really yearns for disorder as a species hunting for some sort of inclusion.But,It makes me wonder.Why is this world so,Anarchic?If all we really want is to be part of a circle of people who call us family,Then,Why do we fight each other so often?A rhetorical... Continue Reading →
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