"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Don't believe it.While you're laying down feeling,Defeated,By a world with barely any meaning,The reason's right above you every moment you are seeking,An answer to your problems… I mean it.I know you have cancer and it's seeping,Bleeding out of your pores while you're battling your demons,But,There's one thing I promise… You are certain to survive as... Continue Reading →
Each bag under my eyes are as heavy as the baggage I've placed on my shoulders without permission.Feels like,Perdition.Being buried under emotions I have lost control over.I,Can't seem to read an older poem without tears dripping,Drowning my smile away as I keep swimming,Towards shore I'm not quite sure I desire to be on anymore.But,What else... Continue Reading →
Ruminant as a nomad without a home,Unless I'm allowed within an inch of God's presence.No other place warms my heart frozen from the lowest depths of an abyss I'm still trapped in.Nothing.And,I mean nothing!Can provide heat hot enough to singe the palm of a Devil constantly attacking me.Regardless of how many others I've come across,They... Continue Reading →
There's a feeling in my chest that,Nothing is what we are told anything to be at all.How movies portray more truth than the news reporting what seems like is meant to stall,Our arrival into a truth that would make the average person fall to their knees and bawl… Incredible,How my younger self already knew what... Continue Reading →
This is really random, but I figured to myself that there's a chance I would never see you again and would be mad at myself if I didn't tell you how beautiful you are to me, how your gorgeous, glittery smile stayed in my mind from the moment I saw you. You have a glow,... Continue Reading →
Beef patties in a microwave for under a minute,What happens?Kind of what you're abandonment did to me.Left me in a searing rage,With a heart colder than Winter's Sea.But,Shame on my lack of vision in all honesty.Because,You've never really smiled when looking my way.You just,Looked down on me,Somberly… Yet,I understand,Dad.Because I've disappointed myself by leaving my... Continue Reading →
Trying to get it back no matter the obstacle.Tired of walking with a mind where thoughts are prodigal.Nowadays,I'd rather crawl to places where all views are tropical.So,It's time to get topical,Kicking habits harder than a wall where I've doxed a few… Heads I wouldn't mind crushing in real time,Instead of drawing vivid images of their... Continue Reading →
As a single man without anyone by your side,You're pretty much fucked.No one cares for your pain as you're labeled another bust.When you're laid out on the ground from every hit you've taken,You're just a floor matt others walk over while they hide their faces.Too ashamed to see a soul they've hurt by never giving... Continue Reading →
Wildfire spark as soon as I wake within a Lion’s Den where my peace is seen as food for malevolent minds.Yet,Patience engulfs my spirit in the heat of the moment.The hotter it becomes,The colder I feel,The more I yearn for freedom,From a block of ice I am frozen in still… Why is it melting away... Continue Reading →
I now see what He saw back then. The seesaws that tip side to side for the right balance. Swings of Life changing every way we thought, From the last moment to the next, Only rehashing, A past most of us seek to fix. I'd know coming from a glass house cracked by drinks and... Continue Reading →
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