"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Maybe,I'm still scarred because of the way you left me.How stone-faced you were in sight of my tears.How happy you were to tell me,"I don't love you anymore,"While I was shattering into pieces right in front of you.Maybe,That's why I mistreat a body I'd rather not be inside of on most days.Because of your delight... Continue Reading →
An outcast I've been my entire life observing every letter spewed out of mouths chewing on bits of lust,Deceit,Immoralities.I may have fallen victim to the sins God detests,But,Never did I desire to.I feel like,The only reason my soul's been stained by the ugliness of this world is because,Of the closet of Doom my inner child... Continue Reading →
To belong?There's nothing that I know about it.But,I've had no other choice other than to be strong while I' crowded.Crowded by laughter every time I turn a corner.It only gets louder when I peek behind me while I burn a border,In my mind,Separating it from fear attempting to sneak its way into my eyes,Through the... Continue Reading →
Family,That aren't family,Are never satisfied until you're pacified by their insanity.Can it be the worst thing to go through,When you're alone?Truth is,As tragic as it could've been when you're the one who's labeled useless,Their severance is a blessing in disguise,As you rip off the mask you've hid behind,And,Realize the image they're despised,Is an image you... Continue Reading →
Conscious.Aware.Maybe a bit too often.But,It's not as bad as I make it out to be.As lonely as it gets,In a world more than half asleep,Moving to a beatI want to see every sliver of gloom laid in front of me,And,Tune out what darkens the luminescence radiating from my beating heart…
I've conceded to the pleasures of being alone.In my own bubble making sure no one pops it.But,There's one thing left for me to do.One last mission for me to accomplish:Conquering my demons once and for all.Every tantalizing sin devouring my sanity as soon as I wake up from a nightmare imbuing my forehead in sweat... Continue Reading →
What am I doing?I have no idea.I'm just another human,Dripping fluids,From the corners of my eyes during nights where I feel useless.Like,Right about now… Where's my shoulder to lean on?Why is this boulder so freakishly strong?Why couldn't I have been mightier than I am now,Instead of feeling what I'm feeling while I'm dealing with these... Continue Reading →
Empty inside… Not a single rattle,As I'm shaken by a horde of snakes hidden within gravel,From a battle I survived… I'm empty inside… I said,My heart is vacant of emotions besides every ache I feel everytime,I look up at the sky,Guiding me regardless of its dimming light!I'm… Sure it'll shine at its brightest once again.And,When... Continue Reading →
Alone.Yet,I am no longer withering away into ash as I was before.But,Still I lay in pieces,Trying to recover who I once was before I was defeated by,The grace I lost in an ocean poured by every tear of deceit,Falling from my eyes… Am I really alone,Though?May be not,May be so.Because,I see others around me often,Yet,No... Continue Reading →
A steak fry is still a fry.A steak nugget is still a piece of steak.Never will it matter how they're both dressed on a plate,Cracked and soon to break.From it's weight.More than your aching stomach's meant to handle,While you laugh at the possibility of blacking out and,Falling on your face.Stuff your mouth all you want,Not... Continue Reading →
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