Laying it all out on a page is rough when draft beers aren’t handy anymore.Trying to breathe and be a better person,But,There is barely any oxygen where I lay my head at night,While pondering my true feelings buried underneath the surface,Of my ailing heart.How,I’ve been crying while this world points and laughs at my pain... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #28: Who Am I, Really?
A writer and a rider,As well as a lifer.Living life through a sentence formulated into bars I stand behind of.It's all I've had while imprisoned for being myself in a world full of lies,But,It's what makes me happy!Makes me feel whole.Gave me a reason to live while everybody ditched me for being bold!And,Sticking to the... Continue Reading →
New Set Of Rosez
How will new trees grow, If you don't ever plant a new seed, Even if it stems from roots of another? Nights like these, All a lonely man wants is, To hold a new rose against the sunshine... I figured, I can only do that if I change mine, As the question used to be,... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #18: Poetry Is Love
Any moment where you feel like you need someone to hold,There's always a pen and pad to pick up and write out those feelings in bold.Thing about Poetry is,There's never a time where you're really alone,When you flow along with every word your soul is shouting till the day comes to a close... All I... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #10: Tired Eyez
Never seek validation.Rather give palpitations,To the "pals" I've embraced in a town where the Faceless,Have a voice used to trick the Nation,Like they did to me!While I stood in amazement... Already forsaken!Since the day I started making,Drinks over phone calls just to see another faking that smile while laced with,Intent they don't intend to show... Continue Reading →
Present Time
As my birthday creeps closer, So do the memories! That made me go over the edge with a dope verse. Killing the bitter man I started to see inside of my mirror by going Sober. Ridding a circle that never quite closed! And became the Lone Soldier. A transformation occurred inside of me, First, Seconds... Continue Reading →
Write Upz
*Side Note before reading* A muuuch older piece! Back when I was still drinking. After a bit of a tough day, it helps me read these old poems being that I'm almost a year completely sober. Sometimes it gets so hard, but when reading this I go, "Wow, I really don't drink anymore! Thank God."... Continue Reading →
First Thing In The Morning
The minute I wake up,I'm having a wonderful day!No matter the nightmares that no longer phase a,Man who isn't the same!Crushing a bud in the name!Of love I wasn't able to feel until I got on my knees and prayed...I get it.At times,It isn't easy to face the message,God puts on your plate.Yet,With how hungry... Continue Reading →
That Toxic Ex Girlfriend
Trust me when I say I love you, Baby, Please don't cry. Had to take you out that room full of Ice! And, Show you what a different life looks like by, Letting you go... And, Watching you flow... Past, This dark place I was sinking in to... Yes, I see the tears, But, It's... Continue Reading →
Different Huez
For some reason, Things really do happen for a purpose we can't see. But it's, Still a bit funny how we can control our fate already predetermined by our actions, Typically made through our glaring sadness... But, On days like these, I feel as if I'm not... In control. Siding with demons forcing my hands... Continue Reading →