"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Age of the Zombies.In Abercrombie & Fitch and a blunt in one palm,Weak spirits in the other on a floor I'm mopping.With a faith unseen nowadays while I graze every scene with a beat!I make with a teething mouth while boxing…Against myself with a pen and pad I crease.By the swipes of my pain across... Continue Reading →
Mornings like these I can't seem to rhyme any word together without being disgusted.All I can do is spew out sentences that will get me no where while I,Cry.Because,That's all I've been doing lately.Nothing but a tsunami of tears trying to drown away every thought of suicide,Knowing I'm a world laughing in my face the... Continue Reading →
Nobody loves me,But,I'm okay with knowing that.Because,God seems present in my life while gifting me a pen and pad.A pen and pad I could talk to any time I feel sad.A place where I could be honest.A place where I can admit how I want to die and get off this,Earth that doesn't feel like... Continue Reading →
No one cares for the woes of a Man.But,It doesn't bother me.All it is,Is an anchor for a mind swimming inside of muddy waters while "bombs keep bursting!"Why get caught in crossfire heat-seeking starry eyes burning for a life turning upside down from the same anthem you keep rehearsing?Under lights where most voices crack under... Continue Reading →
Acid tears keep dripping as she refutes wiping them away.While her lips flap in laughter,Mine are sealed by common adhesives we all call,Pain…Worst of all,I've wanted to die for so long,And…No one sees me as a soul worthy enough to,Save…Neither do I,So,Why should they?…
Numb souls befriend pain.The only sense that gives life into their clotting veins.Whether it's through a slice out of their own image,In hopes to reconstruct what they hate to see.Or reliving memories,Reminiscing of a time they weren't lost,A version of themselves their inner child prays to be once again…
Been reflecting lately more than I probably should.But!How else do you fight back against the opponent we stand in front of when looking into the mirror?I'd like to think that I don't have a clue,Yet,I do.It's just,Harder to admit than you'd imagine.Because,Am I even worthy of His presence while I keep falling for the,'Madness?'No…A tainted... Continue Reading →
Health is an oddity in my lonely life.Although I wake with energy surging through my finger tips,My legs are too fatigued to walk toward boxes of journals full of what could be the difference,In a life I don't feel is worth living anymore… Rather,What's left of me should be given to a soul who needs... Continue Reading →
You never really knew me,Never cared,Nor bothered to.Never did your heart choose to grab hold of the love I've offered you,Instead of all the jabs I've thrown in defense of my honor you,Beat down every time I've fallen.To the Woes of a world where pitch forks reign supreme at most dinner tables full of roaches... Continue Reading →
Stars twinkle emphatically the darker it gets,Glowing mightily in response to your signals of distress.Their sounds of silence speak louder than thoughts disturbed by past trauma I still cry over!But…My cheeks still refuse to grin in light of Breath,Flowing through my body as I'm knocked to ground,Face down,While cushioned by a chest I believed to... Continue Reading →
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